Feel My Soul

2010-12-04T00:05:00.003+08:00

It's been a billion years since i last posted. But i guess this is when a blog comes in handy huh.

The feeling of helplessness is the worst of all. It leaves you wanting to do something, anything just to change the way things are. It doesnt matter if you end up getting hurt instead, but just knowing that you were in control and that u made a choice, albeit wrong, is much, much better than being having to suffer the agony of waiting for that inevitable moment of hurt to come. Right now, i'd give anything to be the one suffering it instead, if only because i've never thought you'd have to go through what i felt. And no one should.

Girls, the saying that "when a guy treats you nice, it's always because he wants something in return" is even surer than the Earth being round. (Btw, the Earth isn't round, it's an oblate spheroid)

He DOES want something in return. Your heart. Here's someone who would give anything, everything in return for your love, who HAS given up everything. Yet all he gets are false dawns, and getting treated like trash. Have you honestly ever appreciated any of it? Are you intentionally using and hurting him? He may have been a jerk in the past, but we all stray from the path. What does he get in return but a broken heart, his emotions a tangled mess?

There's nothing we can do except watch and hope for the best. Cause it's all up to YOU. You, who has taken everything for granted. You, who may have been planning to do so all this while. You, who is the one thing that matters to him in this world. What gave you the right? There isn't all the time in the world. It's a tough choice, to put things down and move on. But its your choice to make, THE choice to make. There's no can or cannot, only whether you want to or not.

If only i could take the pain away, to bear it instead of him. Why? Cause it hurts even more seeing someone else feeling this way. He doesn't deserve the way you're treating him. To drop him, and just be someone's possession again, to be like a old dusty book that would rather spend a lifetime in a bookshelf with a brat owner than in the library, where the librarian devotes himself to your care, and be hurt as much as you are when your pages are torn.

I hope against all odds that you make the right choice.

Boku no Hatsukoi wo Kimi ni Sasagu trailer

2010-10-21T20:52:00.000+08:00

I really, really, REALLY wanna watch this no matter how fantasy-ish it is.

2010-09-28T13:38:00.002+08:00

Oasis

~Stop Crying Your Heart Out~

Hold up... hold on... don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile... Shine on... Don't be scared
Your destiny may keep you warm.

Cos all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry you'll see them some day
Take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Get up... Come on... why you scared
You'll never change what been and gone

2010-09-05T11:03:00.000+08:00

Taylor Swift
~Mine~

Oh oh oh.
Oh oh oh.

You were in college, working part time, waitin' tables,
Left a small town and never looked back.
I was a flight risk with a fear of fallin',
Wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts.
I say "Can you believe it?", as we're lying on a couch,
The moment I could see it, yes, yes, I can see it now.

Do you remember we were sitting there by the water,
You put your arm around me, for the first time.
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter.
You are the best thing, that's ever been mine.

Flash forward and we're taking on the world together.
And there's a drawer of my things at your place.
You learn my secrets and you figure out why I'm guarded,
You say we'll never make my parent's mistakes.
But we got bills to pay, we got nothin' figured out,
When it was hard to take, yes yes, this is what I thought about.

Do you remember we were sitting there by the water,
You put your arm around me, for the first time.
You made a rebel of a careless mans careful daughter.
You are the best thing, that's ever been mine.

Do you remember all the city lights on the water,
You saw me start to believe for the first time.
You made a rebel of your careless man's careful daughter.
You are the best thing thats ever been mine.

Oh oh oh oh.

And I remember that fight 2:30 AM, 'cause everything was slippin' right out of our hands.
I ran out crying and you followed me out into the street.

Braced myself for the goodbye,
'cause that's all I've ever known,
And you took me by surprise,
you said "I'll never leave you alone."

You said, "I remember how we felt sittin' by the water.
And every time I look at you, it's like the first time.
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter.
She is the best thing, that's ever been mine."

Hold on, make it last.
Hold on, never turn back.

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter,
You are the best thing, that's ever been mine.
Do you believe it?
We're gonna make it now.
And I can see it,
yeah, yeah

I can see it now.

I Just Want To Stay With You In This Moment Forever

2010-08-19T22:29:00.002+08:00

Aerosmith

~I Don't Want To Miss A Thing~

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing

Watch you smile while you are sleeping

While you're far away and dreaming

I could spend my life in this sweet surrender

I could stay lost in this moment forever

Every moment spent with you is a moment of treasure

Don't want to close my eyes

I don't want to fall asleep

Cause I'd miss you babe

And I don't want to miss a thing

Cause even when I dream of you

The sweetest dream will never do

I'd still miss you babe

And I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating

And I'm wondering what you're dreaming

Wondering if it's me you're seeing

Then I kiss your eyes

And thank God we're together

I just want to stay with you in this moment forever

Forever and ever

Don't want to close my eyes

I don't want to fall asleep

Cause I'd miss you babe

And I don't want to miss a thing

Cause even when I dream of you

The sweetest dream will never do

I'd still miss you babe

And I don't want to miss a thing

I don't want to miss one smile

I don't want to miss one kiss

I just want to be with you

Right here with you, just like this

I just want to hold you close

Feel your heart so close to mine

And just stay here in this moment

For all the rest of time

Don't want to close my eyes

I don't want to fall asleep

Cause I'd miss you babe

And I don't want to miss a thing

Cause even when I dream of you

The sweetest dream will never do

I'd still miss you babe

And I don't want to miss a thing

Don't want to close my eyes

I don't want to fall asleep

I don't want to miss a thing

2010-08-15T11:10:00.003+08:00

Ke$ha

~Your Love Is My Drug~

Maybe I need some rehab
Or maybe just need some sleep
I got a sick obsession
I'm seein it in my dreams
I'm lookin down every alley
I'm makin those desperate calls
I'm stayin up all night hopin hitin my head against the wall

What you got boy, is hard to find
I think about it all the time
Im all strung out my heart is fried
I just cant get you off my mind!

Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love

Wont listen to any advice
Mommas tellin me I should think twice
But look into my own devices, im addicted its a crisis
My friends think ive gone crazy
My judgments gettin kinda hazy
My steeze is gonna be affected if I keep it up like a lovesick crackhead

What you got boy, is hard to find
I think about it all the time
Im all strung out my heart is fried
I just cant get you off my mind!

Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love

I dont care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when your with me
But crash and crave you when you leave

Hey, so I got a question
Do you wanna have a slumber party in my basement?
Do I make your heart beat like an 808 drum
Is my love your drug? your drug?
Huh, your drug?
Huh, your drug?
Is my love your drug?

Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love

Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love

Hey, heyy, sooo
You love, your love your love,

is my drug

2010-06-21T17:48:00.002+08:00

Omg Kader Keita is a bastard, acting like a sissy to send Kaka off ARGH. This has been a disappointing World Cup so far, with almost all the big nations flopping, especially France. Their team is in shambles, and its even worse now after the Anelka incident. Sigh there goes my favourite team to use in FIFA...

On another note, Brazil and Argentina have been doing ok. Brazil just beat Ivory Coast last night, and it was a good game besides the handballs during Fabiano's second goal and the Kaka sending off. Hope Portugal scores a ton against North Korea tonight!

There comes a point when we realise our own status. I just realised mine. Behind the shiny mirror of nice words, encouragement and apologies, its all empty talk really, isnt it? We're actually strangers. Who the hell do i think i am, being there for you? Nah. Maybe i should leave it alone. Of course, if u ever needed me, i'd still be here.

And honestly, i hate studying.

我的最愛; My Dearest Love- Alex Fong Lik Sun and Stephy Tang Duet

2010-06-15T15:55:00.000+08:00

Just saw this movie today. Its bloody nice and so is the song! hahaha

The movie's called L for Love, L for Lies. This is like the best but worst scene in the whole movie sighhhh I hate movies with sad endings

2010-06-12T00:16:00.003+08:00

FIFA WORLD CUP 2010 South Africa is finally here on June 11th 2010!!!!

To celebrate, a few of us went down to the Cage to play. Had fun XD

The opening match of the World Cup just ended, with the score at 1-1. Sigh looks like my 2-0 prediction for Mexico was wrong :( And the most ridiculous thing happened to me. I went to the toilet and missed the historic moment of the first goal of the first World Cup to be held in Africa. I feel like killing myself! But Tshabalala's goal was nice, hit into the top corner. The mexican keeper wasnt Ochoa though, it was Perez, who was such a clown. I think he though he was a centre back as opposed to a keeper, he kept rushing ou of the box. And i was baffled by the managerial decisions, from taking Vela off for the bloody slow and fat Blanco to South Africa taking off Pienaar when they were tied at 1-1. Everyone's hearts stopped when Mphela hit the post at the end of the game for South Africa.

Marquez scored the equaliser btw.

Chicharito looks kinda good! Missed a few chances though. Things look bright :)

Looking forward to the remaining games of the World Cup :D

2010-06-05T02:18:00.003+08:00

Aren't holidays supposed to be time for resting? Doesn't seem that way now. Back in pschool, The june hols were always my favourite time of the year. Uninterrupted cartoon shows on tv the whole day, get to play gameboy and computer... This year, seems like the june holidays are to be spent doing work and studying every single day. Though of cos im not doing that. Got study lah lol

My parents have gone to Cameron Highlands, and wont be back till sunday. Its the reason why i've postponed all studying and work. Played FIFA World Cup South Africa on my xbox like siao for the past two days. Tmr probably spent the same way, besides playing soccer at simei with the guys. I need to make sure the remainder of the holidays is spent properly!!!

Went for NS medical ytd (or the day before if u want to be strict) with Joe, Samuel and Christopher. Luckily we had each other for company cos it was really intimidating lol. And the MAPAS test was sick with all its number and picture patterns and shit. And i was damn hungry cos i didnt eat breakfast and the whole thing only ended around 2. So we chionged to the hawker centre opposite CMPB and i gorged on food lol

The World Cup is coming! Im really getting the world cup feverrr. Im rooting for Argentina and Portugal this time, for obvious reasons. Though of cos how can i resist the talent of Spain! Its going to be a great World Cup XD

Reading Richard Dawkins is illuminating. Most of my idle time (i.e waiting for buses, queuing up) is spent ruminating on his ideas and his books. Its wonderful to think of living things and the universe with a new perspective. Reading his books is a real eye opening thing, so i recommend his books to evryone, even if ur against his views. It doesnt hurt to learn more things :) Here's an excerpt from his book, Unweaving The Rainbow..

"We are going to die, and that makes us the lucky ones. Most people are never going to die because they are never going to be born. The potential people who could have been here in my place but who will in fact never see the light of day outnumber the sand grains of Arabia. Certainly those unborn ghosts include greater poets than Keats, scientists greater than Newton. We know this because the set of possible people allowed by our DNA so massively exceeds the set of actual people. In the teeth of these stupefying odds it is you and I, in our ordinariness, that are here."
Richard Dawkins, Unweaving the Rainbow

U can't help but love his use of metaphors.

I wonder why we fall in love? Everyone, even Professor Dawkins has an opinion on it. Of course, his view is really a biological one. But then even as i ask the question, i think its stupid. Why do we need to know the reason? Love is one of the crazy things in life that just happens, where we are pushed into like how a draft of wind detaches a loose leaf from a tree, sending it spiralling towards the ground. The rush of falling, the excitement of not knowing what its going to be, of thinking of the other person's every trait. Thats what makes love wonderful. Like the saying goes, "Better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all". It doesnt matter if it hurts like mad, as long as u put all ur heart into it. Even if it never works out, at least u know u didnt lie to yourself. And then again i think of the situation where a person chooses to be with another, just bcos the latter has feelings for the former, even if the former already has someone in his or her heart. Some may say its so that u don't hurt the other person. Some say it takes time to develop feelings. But i dunno, i guess its just wrong. Isn't it lying to the person and urself when u do this? Can this kind of love really last? Maybe it can. I wouldn't want something like this though...

I like this quote...

"Absence is to Love what Wind is to Fire; it extinguishes the small and kindles the great"
- Roger de Bussy-Rabutin

This has been a weird post-_- Sighhh staying up till the wee hours a few days in a row does queer things to a person's mind.

Shall go and sleep. Maybe play one last match on WC2010 first XD

2010-05-25T19:02:00.002+08:00

Common Tests start tomorrow with GP!

And here i am, talking nonsense again. Sigh.

I've been trying to get a move on. But like in Katy Perry's Thinking of You, "Where do i go?"

It makes no sense that even after trying to forget everything, you still pervade every nook and cranny of my life. Everything i do, everything i see, i'll be thinking... "What would she say?" "How would she react?" And im SICK OF IT! But i really can't help it. I guess its more or less become a way of life for me the past 3 years, that its just impossible to erase this completely. Sometimes i wonder if its the same for you.. But then i realise its pointless. I've probably never meant a shit to you.But then again, i finally feel im putting this behind me. Too many things, too little time. Though i gave in to a moment's weakness and indulged myself to go to the concert, it also helped me to come clean with myself.

Anyway, have been reading Richard Dawkin's The Selfish Gene. Kinda gave me a new perspective on life. Maybe i should stop assuming people are good natured. I myself keep getting irritated damn bloody easily nowadays. Or maybe it just that i can't stand you and you anymore.

Shall "study" GP now, since its the In thing to do now. zzz

2010-04-25T21:26:00.002+08:00

Im bloody 18-_-

Reflecting on it, i realise i've spent much of my past 18 years idling around. I havent done anything REALLY meaningful. I don't have any major achievements, besides winning the Newpaper Cyber Challenge thing with Elton. I don't have good grades. I don't have a clear future path in mind. What the hell have i been doing?

But then again, i HAVE lived 18 years. Laughing and crying, loving and hating. Memories treasured, memories better forgotten. I guess its all part of 'Growing Up'? I don't feel wiser though.

Didn't exactly have a memorable birthday (Besides the birthday chicken hahaha), but thanks to all those who wished me happy birthday :)

Anyway, for you if you're from the soccer team... (or not)

~Extract from Coach's website~

THE END OF OUR JOURNEY
The adventure finally ended in a 0-2 defeat to CJC. Ironically, it was one the best attacking performance which saw the boys applying persistent sustained pressure on the opponents. It was the same old story of not applying the finishing touch, failing to convert numerous chances to equalise, that allowed our rivals to counter attack and scored the decisive goal.
The match against VJC was huge as having an advantage in the goal difference would improve our chances of qualifying.Although it would have been out of our hands, after we drew in the last 2 games in the lead up to this one. Despite having no opportunity to practice, the boys braved the odds to reduced the highly anticipated thrashing to a 0-5 scoreline (cjc lost 0-8,tjc lost 0-7,acs (i) 0-16). This suggested that we would have the best goal difference should the rest of the other teams tied. The boys showed discipline, resillence and lots of heart to follow tactical instructions. Any criticism to our approach and play outside our team is probably borne out of frustration and lack of understanding. NO PROPER TEAM would like to be on the end of a hiding, and given the limited pool of talent, resources, & training, should put out the most effective display to qualify.
The old but feared habit of complacency set in and a woeful lack of finishing cost us our confidence and eventually qualification hopes. Oddly, there was a loss in concentration, speed and tempo in our game. You need to score goals to win games, andwe didnt. I must say that the opponents, ACS (I) took the game to us early on by reacting to the ball better, faster. Physically, the players were not prepared to fight tooth and nail to win the ball. Final score 0-0
An extremely encouraging display of attacking football and good defending in TJC game that finally ended in a 1-1 draw. With better luck, we should have wrapped up the game. Lack of experience and lady luck cost us an equalising penalty that should not have been. It would have been the only goal of our tournament, scored by Captain Yong Seng and he would be the top scorer (2) for DHS in its short soccer history. The other scorers are Ziren (1st ever), Keng Hoe (Winning goal in our first and only victory to date) and Yuhding (1st ever penalty scored)
Harder training awaits…. Summary on individual player coming up.

~End~

Reading this brought back the flush of feelings from the tournament. It just ended 2(3?) weeks ago, but it feels like a year. Beginning to miss training alr :/

Feel like im drifting apart from so many of my friends. Can't do anything but feel the despair of helplessness, cause i don't know how to turn it around.

Shall drown the world out with Alesana woohoo

2010-04-10T23:23:00.004+08:00

Our soccer A division tournament has ended, and the year 6s are officially out of the CCA Soccer. Our results stand at 2 draws and 2 losses, with 1 goal scored (BY YONGSENG!!!!) and 8 goals conceded and 2 points. Although people may say that "good job, u guys did ur best, and even outdid urselves last year!" and i may nod and say yeah, i agree. But somehow there's this heavy feeling of disappointment that i feel. On the whole, and i know everyone who has seen us play will agree that we can definitely have done better. The first few matches, although they were the ones we got our points, was quite disappointing. Against VJC where we lost 5-0 and were criticised for our boring football, we worked hard together and did quite well, only to be undone by errors. But i guess the match that im really proud of is the final one, against CJC. Even though we lost 2-0, i felt really really proud of the team. Every single individual gave their all, fighting for the pride of the team, the name of the school. If only we had played like this every game, we definitely would have gotten the results we wanted. But there's a saying that goes... "When u start saying 'if only.. if only...', u know u screwed up". And it's true. But whats in the past is over.

Even though i only got to play for an hour over the course of the tournament, being called on to play against VJ and being on the field with the title "Captain" is what i've always dreamt of, even though i feel i don't exactly deserve it. In other cases, one might feel disappointed at the lack of playing time, but to be honest even if i hadnt gotten to play or hadnt even made it into the final selection, i would have felt happy just to see the team playing well and getting results. Of course, there were times where i was frustrated that i couldnt help the team and really wanted to get on the pitch. But of course, in life u can't always get what u want. Thats why i just screamed my head off to cheer for the guys lol.

I have high hopes for my dear juniors in Soccer. We may not have been the best examples or nicest seniors to have, but im really proud of ALL of u guys to have put in so much effort in every training, every game. Keep at it, u guys are gonna be top players in the future :) Continue the legacy of DHS soccer! As to the guys in year 6, you guys have been great this two years we've been in soccer. All the memories from each training and outing that i've been too, im sure they're going to last me for a lifetime.

And after thinking through all of these memories, i really feel that every drop of blood, sweat and tears HAS been worth it. That said, i feel like there's an emptiness in me now that i'm no longer in soccer. The only thing that kept me motivated and to come to school, especially on tuesdays and thursdays are now gone. Of course we can still play together, but it just won't feel the same suffering the medicine ball training together and looking like idiots running and shouting. But i'm glad i went to every single training and match i could, and i really love the team. Team, including coach, Mr. Siva and Mr Tiah. I'm grateful to coach for showing faith in me, even though i never became the player he wanted me to become. Although he scolded us many times, he had our best interests in heart, and he had high expectations of us. As for Mr Siva and Mr Tiah, they were as much a part of the team as each and every one of us. Whenever they could, they would come down to supervise training, to support the team. Without them, none of this could have been possible. To be honest, they are the best teachers-in-charge to have ever. And i really appreciate them as well.

And lastly, i want to thank all the great supporters who came down to cheer for us. You guys made a huge difference, even if you couldn't tell. Just seeing you guys there made every one of us inspired to work even harder and do better. Also, to every single of one of you who wished the us good luck for each match, thanks so much!

My xbox that i've left in my locker for many days now is going to be kept soon :( Shall have to play as much as i can, while i still can hahaha. Pingteck is really getting much better at it, as is everyone else who has been playing FIFA with me. I really need to work hard to improve at it too! OKOKOKOK i know, instead of working hard to improve on a game, i should be focusing on my studies! But FIFA is really one of my life's passions. So i guess i'll work hard on both lol

Watched the match between Real Madrid and Barcelona this morning. to say the truth, Real never looked like beating, or seriously threatening the barcelona goal during the match. Messi is really in the form of his life, he, xavi and iniesta carved Real's defence apart time and again. Now real's going to have a hard time catching up :/ United are also havng trouble, out of the Champions league, and now 2 points behind Chelsea. Im hoping for the best, and that even if they don't win this season, that they win all of the remaining matches.

Anyone ever had the feeling that there's this door u want to go through, that you can't move at all, but it opens only when it wants to, and even then only by a small crack so that u have to squint bloody hard and peep inside to know whats behind that door? And when u finally seem to see something, the door swings and hits u right in the face, and before u can get up and realise whats happening, the door's closed again. Sucks, doesnt it? But i guess all it does is make u want to try harder to see whats inside, even if deep in your heart you know it'll always be futile. I'll just keep going, trying my best to look inside through that small opening :D

2010-03-15T17:50:00.003+08:00

This is going to be another bullshit post, so please don't read it if your mood is easily affected.

I thought i'd had my mind made up after what happened on New Year's Day. That i'd give it all up and move on with life. But somehow, it seems that i've failed. I gave you a present on your birthday, continued trying to talk to you, but at least i didn't do anything stupid on Valentine's day.

Having had the full bloody day with nothing to do, my mind went wandering off to you again.
I thought about how I tried so hard to avoid you everyday, but somehow i would keep seeing you. And i really couldnt stop my own feelings. Then came the concert. I did everything i could to get the tickets. I called every single minute when i was free, hoping to call through and win the tickets. I tried to find anyone who would sell one to me. But it seems like it was never meant to be. I bought the album on the 10th, thinking that i could still win a ticket, not knowing i was cheated by the bloody cashier that it had one of the tickets, when in truth the results were already out and they had removed all the albums with tickets in them. That night, i tried talking to you. The next day too. But all i got was the cold shoulder. Again.

But i really don't blame you. Its not your fault for not acknowledging the things i've done. In fact, its more out of selfishness that i've been doing these things. Yes, all i wanted was to see a smile that I, myself, put on your face. Seeing you happy wasn't enough, what i wanted was to MAKE you happy. Then again, it really has been foolish thinking. I can't give you what you want. Im not good looking, rich, talented or a good singer(lol).

The past two years, i've had a great time. Even though i didn't really get anything in return, i'm really happy. But i guess its time to let go.

I SWEAR I WILL MAKE IT THIS TIME!

On a side note, Its the March Holidays! ACG competition was quite ok. DoTA results were disputed :/ And it could have been handled better.. And i flared up at the geeks who took part in Halo 3, which i really regret but i couldnt stand it at the time. But overall the event went quite smoothly, with only FIFA being delayed due to the lack of an XBOX 360. The finals (and Semifinals) are going to be held on the first day of school, i really hope it'll gather a huge crowd haha.

Then, spent yesterday slacking around. Also went to watch Dear John, which sadly wasnt as good as the book. (i.e IT DIDNT MAKE ME CRY!) After that, pigged out at Bugis, went home, and was too lazy to study.

And a wondrous thing happened today! I studied/did work for 2 hours today :O I was suddenly feeling motivated, so i did some math and revised econs. Hopefully this happens again tmr, and i start studying for the chem test :/ I reaaally need to do well for it this time!

Looking forward to training tmr :D

2010-02-06T23:37:00.003+08:00

Big Night Out 2010 was great. Saosin, Rise Against, Muse all delivered mindblowing performances. Sadly for Saosin, the stadium was like only half-filled during their performance. Have made a playlist with the songs from Big Night Out to relive it lol. But damn it, although it was just 3 days ago, it feels more like 3 years after today.

Sigh. I don't think i'm capable of holding the responsibility. Letting myself down, i can take. But after everyone works their asses off, and all that hard work is undone by my mistakes...

Faith. Maybe in this case, its a form of delusion as described by Dawkins. Working hard doesn't mean that you'll be good enough. I've said it for other people, and i know that it's true for myself too. It's not a sacrifice for the team, rather its more of the opposite if i'm still in.

"Step up a gear," can I do that? I'm not sure of it myself. But i'll just continue deluding myself that bit longer.. until the next test comes.

But besides that, i'd like to say good job to my teammates who really fought hard through the dirty play of the opposition bastards. Lost control of myself today and screamed expletives, hope u guys can forgive me.

Another shitty weekend. To make things worse, Ivory Coast bloody won the World Cup on my Football Manager. Hope things get better tomorrow.

2010-01-01T21:58:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry i even try talking to you. Whenever i'm feeling terrible, sad, upset, i long so much to talk to u, and all it takes is just a reply from u to make my day. I don't even need comforting, just random nonsense. But, ur never there.

Im not saying that u need to do it or its ur fault. I'm just saying that it sucks that i really want to be close friends and u dont give a shit.

But i make u madder when ur already mad. I guess maybe talking to me is a pain. I don't even know why i piss u off sometimes. Maybe its cos i try too hard. I tried not talking to u, but i kept changing my mind. Maybe i shouldnt.

Sigh, 2010 really sucks.

2009-12-31T12:19:00.002+08:00

Its the last day of 2009! This sucks. But 2009 has been a really eventful year.

First year in senior high. Got into 5c36, and they're a bunch of fun people. I'm glad to have them as my friends :)

2009 threw up alot of firsts for me. First time watching a premier league team live (disappointingly liverpool), first time i did ten year series, first time i got stitches for an injury, first time i cried cos of football, first time i spoke the F-word in front of my family, first time i baked cookies... etc. Many more i left out, cos i cant rmb everything hahaha but really this year has been life changing. I'm lucky to have been able to experience all these and i thank everyone that has made my year such a wonderful one!

Its also been a terrible year in terms of losses... First is something rather minor, but to me these hurt alot, which are Man United's various losses, including the ones against Barcelona in the champions league final, as well as the matches against liverpool. But especially, the loss of Cristiano Ronaldo dos Santos Aveiro to Real Madrid. Man United just isnt the same without him :( Rooney's doing really well even so! Go united, fantastic victory over Wigan.

There has also been terrible losses to the music world... firstly the one that devastated the world, the passing of Michael Jackson. I grew up with his songs and loved them, and its really a pity. One that has affected me much more personally is the death of Avenged Sevenfold drummer, James "The Rev" Sullivan. When i first saw the news that he passed away i couldn't believe it. The most musically talented member of Avenged Sevenfold, lost to the world, passing in his sleep. Fans all over the world will remember you forever. Thankfully i was able to attend the A7X concert in Singapore last year.

On a happier note, Boys Like Girls, Muse and PARAMORE are coming to Singapore next year, in Jan feb and March respectively! I really want to go for all three, however my financial situation is such that i am only able to go for one hahaha. Maybe i'll get lucky and somehow win the tickets to the concerts. Shall start being nice to everyone from now on!

NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTIONS! Did i make any last year? I can't rmb if i did. Oh, i did! I looked through my blog archive and found them hahha. I realised i did alot of new things in 2008 as well! For this year, my resolutions will be...

1. Lose weight!
Yet again, this is top of my list. I'm sure this time i'll succeed! Have to control my diet, sigh. For football!

2. Become hardworking
This is starting to look familiar. Same as last year, but this time, there's A levels! really need to work hardddd

3. Make SH orientation 2010 an unforgettable one for the incoming year fives! Hope i can really do as much for them as Ben and Rebecca did for us this year, regardless of who my partner is :)

4. Beat "zhulian" at FIFA!
This is actually right on top of my wishlist, but i think it really shouldn't matter as much. lol

5. Win one FIFA tournament
In conjunction with number 4, but this has a few. The one i most want to win is definitely the interschool league, cos its my last chance!

Well, 5 is enough. Really hope i can achieve at least 3 things from the above list!

There's training later woohoo, shall go prepare now. Happy new year everyone!!!

Love Actually

2009-12-27T02:31:00.001+08:00

Its past christmas already, but i watched love actually again and teared up really badly at this scene hahaha. Merry Christmas everyone :)

2009-11-30T03:51:00.002+08:00

Its the end of November! How quick!

So many things have happened since class chalet haha. Since its near 4am right no and im bored of "El Clasico", i shall go over all the stuff... This is going to be a long post.

Class chalet was really fun! Really, the beginning was kinda lame with the shopping and about the 8 of us playing truth or dare in the chalet. Which was damn small zzz shud have booked aranda. Then some of them went off to some dinner... and the rest of us just slacked around. Emm rest of us = Me maureen and xunlin. Think there was someone else too but cant really rmb. Then tangyiling arrived and we went to eat Justacia! Lol tangyiling was all dressed up, cos she probably was on a date bfore that haha. Eye candy for Z hahaha. Had alot of fun talking nonsense until several of the others arrived.. then went back to the chalet to catch this movie Fired Up that Eustance rented. By the way, El Clasico just ended with Barca edging it 1-0. Damn. Haha Fired Up was kinda funny but there was this scene that shocked all of us... lol. After that we decided to watch 2012.. but sadly the damn tickets were sold out. So we played at the arcade instead, and then went back to the chalet and played cards and talked nonsense again. Played bridge haha i realise im a terrible player lol. Then went macs with sandra yuting and maureen... talked for awhile until Zhijie called and told me about the "lion roaring" LOL. Then he and quanhuan came to find us.. talked nonsense again. I guess u are probably seeing the pattern that we talked nonsense for alot of the chalet hahaha.

So the 2nd day officially started.. with me going to sleep. Then some of them went off for their activities.. while the rest of us went to teoheng. Lol it was damn fun, but i guess i hogged the mike quite abit >.< Eustance honored us with his velvet voice, singing John Mayers No Such Thing haha. Sang like idiots... Oh and had the katong shopping centre chicken rice too. Loveeeee it haha. We then went back to the chalet... Started our preparations for Barbequeing. Took kinda long.. but i guess it was alright in the end. Had a little of the food.. the mushrooms tangyiling suggested were terrible-_- My damn phone also died on me during the barbeque! Alicia and her family helped out alot, especially her mum haha. Her brother was damn cute lol. Then after BBQ chiong to arcade for awhile again... Then went back chalet after it closed. Several people went home then... and we AGAIN talked nonsense in the chalet till morning haha. But i gave up in the end still and fell asleep :( Found out Cheryl likes Carragher and cos he's good! First time i've found a female football fan who likes a player for his ability and not his looks hahaha. Tahan-ed until morning.. Oh and Liqin really kindly helped me to charge the phone and bring it to me... Extremely indebted to u but the phone was dead, display spoil -_- hahaha then chionged home, took a bath and rushed for football training which was at 9! But wasdamn disappointed, only 6 ppl turned up :( Was freaking tired and played like shit. Sigh.

On wednesday, went over to a friend's house to make cookies! My friend's mum helped out alot too and the cookies i made in the end were DELICIOUS especially those with the extra large chunks of chocolate inside hahaha. Thanks alot for letting me use the oven at ur house heh XD
And on thursday there was ABCD and training again :D Turnout of training sucked again, but i guess maybe it was due to several of the ppl going to the vietnam OCIP trip as well as matthew going to europe haha. Had a good laugh listening to his stories of swiss cheese and 1.5 Euro Hot water hahaha. Coach was at reservist too, so we didn't have organised training, just had some passing, defending, then a 2 sided game...

Then it rained damn bloody heavily! and i was hungering for a good meal out of school before ABCD. Oh btw, its A Bennu Crazy Day if you didnt know lol. Waited until the rain lightened a little, and we chionged to Singpost for food haha. Yet again i succumbed to temptations and ate chicken rice while the rest ate aston's lol. Honestly the service at the Aston's is freaking terrible, can the bloody manager do something about it? The chicken rice was great lol. Then cabbed back for ABCD with BG. ABCD was bloody fun hahaha and 5c36 had the highest attendance XD probably cos of the aftereffects of Class Chalet lol. Oh and by that time i was freaking black cos of training haha so some of my classmates were shocked by my sudden change in colour after class chalet haha. First game we played was Drink till U Drop! It was this game where u tossed pingpong balls to determine ur ingredients.. then had the stuff blended and then drink it. Some of the drinks made were gruesome... the one that zhijie and I had to drink was with Soya Sauce, Soya sauce AGAIN, sugar syrup, black pepper sauce (it was from Giant and it tasted BAD) and we blended it with milk lol. It had a reaally bad aftertaste, mostly of the black pepper though.

Then it was Chicken's Ball! It was captain's ball played with a raw chicken rubbed with peanut sauce mayo and flour and it was damn fun haha. Some bloody idiot refused to play though, it was super irritating. Had damn alot of fun and it was super funny seeing the chicken fly around and getting torn apart from the grabbing and flinging haha. Yuting was damn pro at being captain lol and we won in the end :D Then it was the war game thingy! The goal was to wet the opponents Flags (actually Tshirts) as much as possible while keeping urs dry. The bases were set up kinda dangerously.. i threw a water bomb which sent it crashing down on some ppl >.< SORRY! But it was kinda fun! The pink slime was horrible but fun haha.

Then it was wash up time.. was barefoot, so went up to student lounge with zhijie and eustance to get our clothes, and they witnessed my amazing fall at the basketball court hahaha. According to Zhijie, i spun 360degrees, bounced on my back and hit my head against the ground, although i only remember hitting my head against the ground bit hahaa. Slipped in a damn pool of water and it was retarded! Thought i was alright at first, then continued walking to the toilet, before realising some dark stuff was dripping from my head. BLOOD!!! Lol it was hilarious when i looked into the mirror and i burst out laughing, damn binggeng first aider thought i was joking around. I screamed for a camera and dear Eugene managed to take photo of my less bloody wound and the bloodied sink haha. Ok i may have made it sound kinda serious but i only got a cut at the corner of my brow.. But Mr Chew Chee Wei (THANKS MR CHEW U ROCK) felt that i needed to go to see the doctor in case i needed stitches.. which i did. Damn. Went to East Shore Hospital to get them, and it was real funny lol the doctor injected some local anaesthetic directly into the wound which made it bleed like crazy haha and then got it stitched up. It was a damn weary process, took damn slow to get just 4 stitches! But it didnt hurt THAT much...

Had some trouble sleeping the next few nights cos of the stitches, the painkillers helped alot to make me fall asleep though haha. The next day, went to play pool with Zile and Joe at Katong Shopping Centre, got to eat my beloved chicken rice again! hahaha i suck terribly at pool and it was painfulll. But it was kinda fun in the end haha and went to parkway with zile after that to have some coffee lol.

Next day, zile and elton came over to my house, to help zile with his studying for physics retest. Ended up playing alot of the time lol and i did this nonsensical hack for NBA's 3 point shoot out haha which had me getting 0 points but still winning the competition. Next day slacked around at home, finished reading Yakitate!! Japan. Then the day after, Zile and Junhao came over to study.. and this time we DID really study. Went for dinner at parkway with them after that, and met Tander who was at Yoshinoya with her friend too haha. Then ate and talked for awhile and went home. Next day, Zile came over again to study (lol and he really did study ok) and elton too, went for dinner at justacia after that, discussed some stuff about the team. Had some fun laughing too.

Next day was a tuesday again and coach was finally back! Sadly attendance was damn bad again, but at least we had 14 people, enough to play a good match. We had a good time training our defensive positioning as well. Got a damn big shock in the middle of training when i went to pee in the toilet and before i started peeing i heard girs voices and there were girls in the toilet! Was damn shocked (OK, they were fully clothed) and we stared at each other for about 3 seconds and i rushed out. Luckily they were fully clothed or i'd have been in trouble! Crazy girls bathing in the guys toilet-_- Coach was really pissed at our playing that day though :( But right after training, we went to Katong shopping centre for dinner! CHICKEN RICE AGAIN hahaha. Then we had team bonding activity which was karaoke at TeoHeng LOL imagine 7 guys from football going to sing K lol it was damn ridiculous, but damn fun too :D Really had alot of fun haha definitely will go there with the team again soon XD

There was training for the subsequent two days as well, with the one on wednesday focused on fitness. Only the seven of us who went for teoheng turned up, so it was disappointing but showed that our team bonding worked :D We had to do 100 metre sprints 5 times consecutively, and though it may sound very little we were all almost dead after it, besides it being in the terrible sun. By the last run i was jogging the first quarter but still managed to burst to the end. Evan was a monster, keeping his timing between 12 seconds and 14 all the way. Then had some other light training, before having a little kickabout. Bcos of our teoheng trip, everytime we said sorry on the field we did the Superjunior dance thingy hahaha its become our teams signature move XD Then went to eastpoint to eat 18 chefs lol another team bonding event :D On thursday we had 7 people again, and this time it was really light training, with freekicks and volleys followed by a two sided match. We had a third consecutive team outing (with only 7 members), this time at tampines one to eat at BBQ chicken haha it was great! Then went over to macs and talked nonsense. Its becoming my fave activity lol. I really love training and the team, and although our attendance is poor and some may not put in as much effort as others, but i really think we have the potential to achieve something next year, and i hope deep down that i can do something for the team :(

ohdear this post sure is long. I suddenly cant rmb what i did on friday at all -_- I think i stuck at home sleeping most of the the time. OHYEAH I RMB NOW i was spamming deathnote hahaha. I suddenly reignited my passion for deathnote after stopping in the middle last time, and im absolutely addicted!

*Spoilers Ahead*

Im super sad that L died! It was terrible watching him fall off the chair and having Light stare at him with an evil smile T.T L-sama i will worship u forever! Mello and Near were kinda likeable at the beginning, but the more i watched the more i felt the author set out to make us dislike Near alot.. Although i still think he's cute haha. But he IS kinda irritating at times, although he is damn smart XD But Light Yagami post time skip felt like he dumbed down alot, kept losing his cool :( Im at chapter 88 now so i have only 20 chapters to go! Sigh.

*Spoilers End Here*

Past two days helped out to pack and move my cousins' stuff to their new house.. helped around in the new house too. There's still some stuff left around though. yesterday stayed over at my grandma's house to watch football, it was great seeing United beat Portsmouth with Rooney grabbing a hat-trick and Giggs getting his hundredth Premiership goal XD It was Giggs birthday on the 29th of November, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIGGS! Im sure he's going to get his much deserved knighthood soon :D

And then this morning played Assassin' Creed and read deathnote again... until afternoon when i went out to play football with dear matthew who returned two days before, binggeng, teck huat and gohjiaying. it was really fun to play at simei again after such a long time haha even though we werent excellent. But heard about poor yongseng being left behind in vietnam cos he lost his passport :( hope he manages to come back soon!

Wow that is definitely my longest post ever. Hope u didnt die of boredom and thanks for reading down to the end :D BYE

2009-11-17T18:23:00.001+08:00

Went to the National Stadium to watch the Singapore vs Thailand Asian Cup Qualifier last night with Christopher, Gengzhi, Suvichak and his thai friend (Lek?). Like Chak himself put it, it was probably a case of behind enemy lines for them cos they sat with us in the Singapore fans section lol.
Before complaining about the match, i shall first complain about something else. WASNT THE NATIONAL STADIUM SUPPOSED TO BE RETIRED EVER SINCE THE AUSTRALIAN TEAM CAME FOR THE "FINAL" MATCH?! And then there was the match against Vietnam, the match against the Brazilian Olympic team (That one had Anderson and Ronaldinho and Diego so i could forgive), THEN THE LIVERPOOL ONE TOO (maybe i can forgive a leeetle cos of Torres hahaha) But seriously come on FAS when the hell are u guys going to stop coming up wih excuses to use the Kallang Stadium -_- If any of you had bothered to watch the freaking match on television, i'm sure u could see the north and south stands being almost totally empty. Besides that, the raucous cheering u might have heard from the television broadcast was all from the Thai fans. Singaporean fans were back at their best, jeering everything from the referee to their own national team players. Although i definitely agreed with jeering at the referee cos he was just a bloody bastard. Some of the fans even started leaving when Singapore were 2-0 down. It was a terrible disgrace, although we did get some entertainment from the crazy girl who was like no more than 7 years old screaming vulgarities, along with her parents, as well as this funny guy seated on our right. Our $2 worth was complete with experiencing the national cheer live XD hahaha
Singapore were absolutely terrible in the first half, giving the ball away needlessly, just whacking the ball up front and praying that Duric could do something on his own. Sadly to say, he couldn't and we were dead after just ten minutes with the first goal from thailand. Second half, wasn't much better until Khairul Amri came on and gave us a bit of attacking flair. But we had Sharil Ishak too, albeit having less then 10 touches of the ball in the second half. Thailand deserved the victory every single bit, playing fantastic as a team and finishing their chances as well.
Joke of the night to me was probably the Thai national team giving away a foul throw-_- how the hell was that guy selected if he couldnt even take a throw legally!
Overall a disappointing yet slightly entertaining match at the stadium, final score Singapore 1-3 Thailand.
England were also dominated by Brazil, but they came away with a very flattering 1-0 defeat. It should have been several more than that. But they could claim that they only had 2 first choice players, but still a poor match for Rooney's first time as England Captain. Spain beat Argentina 2-1 thanks to xabi alonso, whom i still argue that i always said that liverpool would die without, scoring two goals.
I really need FIFA 10, am dying waiting to get my hands on it. Sigh. 5c36 Chalet later at downtown east costa sands! Hope it'll be fun... Anyone wanna crash? lol dunno what we're exactly going to do later, lol

2009-11-09T03:52:00.002+08:00

Wow im still on the computer at 4am in the morning -_-

Man utd bloody lost to Chelsea and im pissed. Sigh the team played well and really didn't deserve to lose.. Want to blame the referee but he was just plain bad.

Sick and almost handicapped for the past few days zzz maybe cos of training on thursday? Sucks. Need to rehearse OP tmr, damn sian.

Wish PW is already over lah damn siann.

Reached chapter 150 of Yakitate!! Japan alr! I think i'm quite fast compared to my usual speed haha. Maybe after finishing yakitate i'll go on to finish reading Death Note and GTO lol.

I want FIFA 10 T.T But i bloody lost my freaking pencilcase together with my GC so my mum isnt going to buy it for me! AHHHHHH super sucks. And im freaking hungry.

This post doesn't really make any sense, but since when have I ever done so?

I pray that my mom doesnt wake up and see me still using the com or im dead!

Wanna play audition. Sigh but my reflexes are dead slow from lethargy.

Im going to sleep. Good morning.

2009-10-20T21:16:00.003+08:00

Was alerted to the fact that human beings actually visit my blog! Hence shall need to update.
Has anyone checked out Paramore's album "brand new eyes"? Its awesome! hahah although it isn't very new. I still love hayley's voice XD

Promos are over, didnt die but didnt do well either. Will have to work hard next year! Now need chiong PW first zzz. Every first year JC student will have their lives filled with PW right now and suffering! But i guess i DO need to put i my fair share of the work. haha

ohman i really need to get FIFA 10. Went to edmund's house with elton and played with them plus kuanliang and vincent. I have deproved severely in my dribbling! Shall buy it asap and train hard. hahahha

Im craving for chicken rice all of a sudden. Which shouldn't be happening since its 9.50pm and i already had my dinner! Sigh feeling damn sian and tired. Somebody rescue me from PW please. Dun even noe how to summarise further.

Run out of things to type. Sigh. Shall stone~~~~

Marit Larsen - If A Song Could Get Me You [OFFICIAL VIDEO]

2009-09-12T12:43:00.001+08:00

2009-09-08T23:02:00.001+08:00

Michael Learns To Rock - Complicated Heart

Don't know what to say now
Don't know where to start
I don't know how to handle
A complicated heart
You tell me you are leaving
But I just have to say
Before you throw it all away
Chorus:
Even if you want to go alone
I will be waiting when you're coming home
If you need someone to ease the pain
You can lean on me, my love will still remain
Don't know what you're thinking
To me it seems quite tough
To hold a conversation
When words are not enough
So this is your decision
And there's nothing I can do
I can only say to you
Chorus:
Even if you want to go alone
I will be waiting when you're coming home
If you need someone to ease the pain
You can lean on me, my love will still remain

Woohoo. I just couldnt leave it hanging. So i really neeed to see those four words. But i never knew actually seeing the four words typed by you would hurt so much. Even though i knew it all along i guess i really WAS in denial. Sigh. Havent felt so shitty in my life. Can the sept hols get even worse? Maybe if i'm lucky enough i will die of blood loss donating blood on sunday. That would be a nice way to die wouldnt it? Assuming that i'm even allowed to donate my blood in the fist place.

Football at simei was fun today. Played outside the court and barefoot but it was really great to just play and forget about everything. Thanks yongseng u saved me even though u didnt know it haha

Damn Banquet chicken rice stall stopped selling chicken rice by the time we got to the food court. Had to eat the chicken chop which was good, but ohmannn the agony! And the auntie was really nice to give us the mushroom soup for free, THANKS AUNTIE! XD Poor yongseng was dying trying to finish his peppermint milk tea and noodles LOL.

Studied two hours today. Im so going to fail my promos.

Strawberry Swing by Coldplay sounds nice~

2009-08-08T22:53:00.000+08:00

Wow its been super long since my last actual post. Lol.

Its getting closer to promos! And it sucks cos i just cant get into study mode. Which of course i have never ever gotten into hahaha. But not bad lah i spent about 2 hours revising econs and physics today.

Yesterday's national day celebrations were fun! Lol community song singing right after flag raising ceremony hilarious, with Mr Chia and Mr Tan sudenly being super high! Several of us went mad and shouted around too lol. After that refereed sports carnival... was kinda boring and i was shit so lol won't go into details. Many of the female soccer players were damn good! At the very least some of them were braver than alot of us!(e.g Weijia who did sliding tackles o.o) haha sadly Bennu didnt win.. but lol hoped everyone had fun. Kinda unfair that Junior High had national day cakes though!!!

Ronaldo is gone! GONE GONE GONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE T.T and now MICHAEL OWEN IS THE NEW NUMBER 7!!!! Ok lol this is old news but ohmannnnnn. Hope owen doesnt get injured this season hahaha

Hmmm ran out of things to blog about -_- I LOVE CASSADEE POPE! LOLLLLL

Shall go sleep now haha

2009-07-08T18:52:00.001+08:00

ANYONE WHO SAYS MY BLOGSKIN IS GAY WILL DIE

2009-06-21T22:26:00.002+08:00

Orchard Central is DAMN BLOODY HIGH CLASS!!!!

Hahahawhat a weird way to start a post. Went to the new Orchard Central mall the past 2 days for the FIFA 09 competition.. which i obviously didnt win again. >.< I HATE PENALTY SHOOTOUTS!!! Well i got into the last 16, and lost by penalty shootout after missing 4 one-on-ones. Which is what is killing me!!!! I admit that i'm not good enough but i certainly dont feel like i deserved to lose that match!! T.T Okay enough whining. Haha back with OC, its toilets are incredible!!!! The toilet seat has a heater so ur bum doesnt feel cold LOL. And the design of the mall is realllyyy dam cool. Woohoo and lots of places selling coffee! Even this new Tully's coffee that i never see before but its niceeee.

In love with american football!!!! Haha was inspired by the manga Eyeshield 21 and now love playing madden, the game. lol Was quite confused about how to play at first but loved it then.

Phew dont feel blogging anymore, byebyeeee

2009-06-02T21:53:00.002+08:00

Woohoo its the holidays. Closer and closer to the common tests!!! haha.

My parents decided to move house! Sigh. Just for an extra 10k, they're willing to trade off 14 years of memories... But thanks to them i now have a goal in life. To make enough money to buy back this place and make it look exactly the same! lol

Sometimes it feels hard to keep going on. But there are things that when i think of, give me strength. Kinda feels weird to be saying such emo stuff. haha. But football is my heart and soul. Even though im not good at it i really love the sport.. And to slog our hearts out during training together with my teammates, it may be tiring but its the best feeling in the world. Although not all of us are as enthusiastic as we should be, and neither are we very close friends or wat, but i really hope we'll be able to get the results that we want next year. Something to show for all our efforts.

Haha and i feel weird. Will end now with a song from incubus.. the lyrics are really nice. XD

I Miss You - Incubus

To see you when I wake up is a gift I didn't think could be real. To know that you feel the same as I do is a three-fold, utopian dream. You do something to me that I can't explain. So would I be out of line if I said, I miss you. I see your picture, I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine. You have only been gone ten days, but already I'm wasting away. I know I'll see you again whether far or soon. But I need you to know that I care and I miss you.

2009-05-07T22:12:00.002+08:00

Ahhhh today is so mixed!

My day started out bad by realising i forgot to bring long socks!!! ahhh. but fortunately renjie lent me his! THANKS SO MUCH XD

Then rest of the day was... not really good. Broke a thermometer during chem practical!!! T.T Hope i dont die from mercury poisoning. hahaha most of the day was boring though... But math was okay cos sat beside zina and talked rubbish. Heh

SOCCER TRAINING WAS GREAT!!!!! =D Haha didnt really do well during the 2v2 drill... but Overall i really enjoyed training. Maybe cos the season's over now so the mood is a little lighter? But i guess its really time for us to build on our team spirit and work hard as a team for next year! Really don't want coach's belief in us to be wasted.. Although he does scold ppl for nothing sometimes. haha

We should have more runs like today's after training! It was tiring but wonderful that we all ran together. Shouting "cheers" was also fun, hahaha

Ahh am super tired. Shall sleep soon:) Thanks for reading!

2009-05-03T12:02:00.003+08:00

Lol wow its been damn long since i've bothered to touch my blog. Meanwhile, i've been cheering my teammates on for A div, turned 17, chionged PI, and many other things. Its a hectic life in senior high!

A div.. wasnt so good. Didnt get the results we wanted, due to lots of shit reasons. Doesnt matter though, no excuses for losing. But ahhhhh we'll work dang hard and come back muchmuchmuch stronger next year!!!!!

My birthday was... alright. Heh didnt get to eat Ben & Jerry's free cone though, but went to play soccer at simei and had a great time. Sometimes i really think soccer is what keeps me going. Besides playing games, that is. hahaha

PI was... shitty. But we are in a REAL emergency now, with the global swine flu alert going on and all. I wonder if the MOE already predicted something somehow. haha hope the situation doesnt become as bad as SARS in 2003? We're gonna be severely inconvenienced. NO MORE SOCCER IF IT HAPPENS!!! T.T

Hmm 5C36 is quite nice as a class... although made up mostly of 4E ppl i guess most of us dont have that much of a problem fitting in? Although it probably is cause we have our own little cliques here and there. But overall.. i guess we all get along well lah. Have had a class outing, which wasnt REALLY successful haha we tried!

Weee recently fell in love. With Fall Out Boy's latest album, that is. Folie a Deux! The songs on it are really great. haha and its not the only good music im into, anyone heard of the japanese band Maximum the Hormone? Not really mainstream with their heavy metal.. but wahoo they rock socks!

Have been reading the manga Real by Inoue Takehiko, the Slam Dunk author. Its about wheelchair basketball, but the main focus to me in the ones i've read arent really on the sport itself but more on the characters. Its a really heavy storyline. Oh and also been reading Monster, the mystery/thriller. Its damn scary, haha makes it hard for me to sleep at night, wondering if im going to get murdered by Johan. lol definitely reccommend these two mangas to manga lovers

Not bad for a first post in a long time eh? quite some stuff to talk about now. Heh going to end off here. Thanks if u read this :) (im shocked if u bothered coming here to see if there was anything after such a long time, LOL)

2009-02-16T22:59:00.002+08:00

WAHOOLALALALALALA

Have been having a nice time in senior high? hahaha. Feel like changing to a YUI blogskin but most of them are too gay. LOL.

Just a random post so that my posts move down. :D

2009-01-24T23:52:00.002+08:00

Today was a great day! Had work, but its the most fun i've had since I joined McCafe.

Its been a weird first week of school? Met all my new teachers, got to know my new classmates better as well. The free periods in between lessons are reaaally testing on ur self discipline to study and revise etcetc. But I've been spending most of my time on Foosball and and reading Nicholas Sparks' novels! Thanks aloooot to Rachel Tang for lending me the novels! I swear i'll protect them with my life! Haha these novels are my fuel for getting through the day! Although i end up being super emo cos the books are super touching. Lol

Its the 25th of January! HAPPY BIRTHDAY to EUNICE TAN AND GOHYELING! MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE:D :D :D :D :D

Bleh forgot what i wanted to blog about liao! Sucks. Shall go read Bleach now! Byeeeee

2009-01-18T13:39:00.000+08:00

Am thinking of changing my blogskin. Its getting boooooring. haha

Helping my brother do his news article review! WTFWTF. zzz oh yeah Dunkit training yesterday was funnn. But sucks i'll have to miss the one on the actual day cos my brother's leaving singapore with the navy. Blehhhh. Would have been fun to promote cleanliness! haha i wonder when the environmental club starts recruiting. have wanted to join since last year. Is it called the environmental club? lol

Stupid chelsea came back from 2-1 down to beat stoke city last minute.. ah well, it wont help them much now that ac milan will be buying off drogba and others soon :D Fortunately man utd beat bolton by a last minute berbatov goal too! haha

Dont want to face the school term! hate going back to school. But i guess my class is okayy, since orientation helped alooot. haha but i'll be missing soccer trainings on thursdays cos of H1 math...

Argh okay off to complete the articles. byebyeeeee

2009-01-16T23:02:00.002+08:00

Senior High Orientation 09 rocked! I think next year's organising committee (which is us) will have a hard time matching up to this year's standard. Heh

Although it was super tiring, all of us had a wonderful and memorable time. Getting to know our new classmates and encouraging each other throughout the tasks was really unforgettable and im sure this experience will stay with me for a loooooong time. :D

After orientation today a group of us went to eat the WAFFLE BUFFET at Waffle Factory in Singpost! Lol it was the 2nd time in a week that I've eaten there, haha. Although today i ate less than the first time. I was laughed at alot for eating the waffles with the strange names such as Old Days Kaya, Sarawak Pineapple and Love bites. Tried Sunflower and White Choco Pistachio today as well, haha. Those of us who ate the waffle buffet were half dead after finishing! lol it was reaaaaally filling, and its not good to overestimate your ability to eat the waffles. hahaha

Then rushed home and bathed before meeting up with Yisien and Weiting! Tried calling tander to join us but she needed to take care of her grandparent. Cant remember the gender so i wont specify. Had this iced latte with two extra shots and almost died. Haha but it SERIOUSLY woke me up. Lol thanks Sha'ari for suggesting that! It was great to catch up on old times with the two of them, haha but stupid two of them say dowan more ppl to go. Bleh or it might have been more fun! haha yep then Weiting left early and me and Yisien were alone. So we went over to Parkway to walk and talk lo. Ended up playing the ice hockey game on his Itouch! lololol.

I think that sums up a great day... really had alot of fun durnig orientation, especially the last two days. I want to really thank our OGLs who sacrificed their time and sleep to conduct this for us! Ben Foo and Rebecca Oh of year 6 :) the two of them really make a great pairing, haha and their both so high. Without them i doubt we would have enjoyed orientation as much.

Well i have to sleep now. Hope that by doing so i can really believe that what i typed here was what happened today. Yeah. Goodnight everyone! Dunkit activity tomorrow! woohoo.

2009-01-02T22:22:00.002+08:00

ITS 2009! Oh dear, i didnt really want it to come so soon. Haha BUT arrive it has.

Spent New Year's Eve at my ma's friends hotel room, haha. Panpac, its posh! And really high up o.o freaked out cos stood too close to glass wall of the lift going up to 28th floor. Lol but there was a great view of the fireworks at midnite!

Went marina to maybe eat kenny rogers to support Joanne ting, in the end run away cos its damn expensive, i only had 20 bucks! lol so had starbucks instead, mocha frappucino. nicenice:D Then went to arcade to pass time then maybe say hi to joanne after she end work, budden she was off before i knew it. hahaha stupid idiot keep challenging me at virtua striker 4. had to owngoal myself to a defeat to run away. hahaha

New Year's resolutions?

1. LOSE WEIGHT - this has been my topmost priority for about 5million years. looks like its not nearer to completion.

2. Become suddenly very dilligent and hardworking - Emm, same as above, except its priority number two:)

3. Discover a newfound ability for myself! - This year. not really anything. lol

Ok lah dun put too many, later too demanding. heh

Ohyeah very importantly, be good fwens with my new classmates! :D

Reflecting on 2008...

Have done things i've never tried before! SF for year 2s, was funnnn. Met new ppl:D New experience, gain leadership (????!!!!!) skills. lol

Oso was pushed to brink of madness by Ronaldo wanting to go to REAL MADRID! lol but now not so heartpain le.

Emmm started joining gaming competitions this year, 4 in total! 3 Quarter finals penalty losses, one victory with elton. haha im proud :D though still not good enough... need to earn money so that donid to work anymore. hee

And started working for the first time in my life! and its as a "barista" of sorts, so can say i got my wish lah. haha

Also got into new animes and books! So all in all, quite a full year for me. Yep. Grateful for what i have, and happy that sometimes im unhappy. HEE WISH EVERYONE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD!

BYEBYE

Amazing Japanese Fake Pool

2008-12-30T23:24:00.001+08:00

Wow. haha

History Of Suikoden

2008-12-29T13:45:00.001+08:00

NEED SOMEONE TO TRANSLATE THIS FOR ME! hahaha niceeeeee

2008-12-23T21:46:00.000+08:00

Havent had a great time this past week..
Grandma was hospitalised for potassium deficiency. Recurrence. And my whole family's worried about her... But she's much better now at least, just that she supposedly has fever coming and going. So cant be discharged yet.

Yep I remember some random stuff about the week.. so the things i post might not be in chronological order.

Went play soccer with matthew elton and binggeng at simei, met zhengwen from year 2 as well so played together at this court i havent been to. It was quite fun except i didnt wear shoes so i aggravated my blisters. haha After that went Justacia at downtown east for dinner at about 8+? Saw Leeyilin there. Lol then had a great time drinking lots of mocha. Yep

Ate at Ghim Moh for the last time? Was reaalyy sad. Cos wont be going there for a long time liao.. Thats probably last week tuesday. Emmm ate chicken rice as usual, and finally ate the durian chendol that christopher lovesssss. Haha it WAS good.

Went for Year 3 orientation dry run yesterday, had fun walking around the vicinity and completing the tasks at the Tanjong Rhu campus. Haha one of them involved eating siew mais! Although the facil insisted that we needed to buy when i protested about spending money. hahaha one of my partners flared up quite unnecessarily at her though. Upgraded campus seems okay, just feels abit unfamiliar to me. Old 1A classroom now converted to CCA room, and alot of places still boarded up so yeah..

Haha stuck on paramore again recently. Just love Hayley's style and voice. heh

Ohyeah tried out Kickapoo ZERO! lol it tastes kind of weiiirrd, abit like coca cola! haha but i think im having it again. lol

OHYAH big thing i forgot to mention, two days ago went to catch the vietnam singapore match with some other guys, it was great but..... Argh disappointing that we lost. Had many chances but wasted. Haha there was this super "passionate" guy who was screaming and shouting like mad. Made me crack up aloooooot. Shall remember him for some time! haha and elton mentioned that he was in the Newpaper yesterday. lol

Sigh have been needing some cheering up recently.. So have stuck to listening to cheery songs instead of just paramore. haha okay lah not in mood to continue on.. Have 2A gathering tmr! hope its fun. heh bye

2008-12-15T19:06:00.001+08:00

WOO havent posted anythingin a long time! haha have been quite lazy/busy. lol soccer training has been fun! Although im too lousy to be in the first team, it still is cool to train with everyone! Need to work really hard to improve though. lol Working at mcdonalds okok.. sometimes reaaaally boring. hahaha saw Liu laoshi when i was working! lol brought her son to have breakfast. heh Zzzzz still waiting to get fifa 09? really want to play it. And rarrrr i cant beat legendary mode on fifa 08 anymore! But the world class difficulty on Fifa09 for PSP really sucks. I think they dumbed down the AI alot! haha Ok found some nice games on PSP? Tales of the World : Radiant Mythology and Innocent Life : A Futuristic Harvest Moon are both great games! But the problem is that its hard to divide my time for both of them! hahaha but they're bot damn nice! lol oh yeah and i recently started collecting Match Attax cards! Anyone collects them too? The only fellow i know who does is Mr Siva! hahaha got my ronaldo tevez and berbatov thru him:D Still waiting to get Rooney though! heh Have been reading quite alot this hols? Genesis of Shannara, Word and the Void series by Terry Brooks, Nights in Rodanthe, The Choice, The Notebook by Nicholas Sparks, books by Ben Elton, and other random books. Heh i really should start revising for the start of next year instead, and start doing my Commonwealth essay! Lol about my class... cant say im too excited about it? But i guess its okayyy since we arent really spending much time bonding and stuff during senior high.. But yeah hope we can all get along:D Joining Music Society as well! Haha my fellow members are much more excited and enthusiastic about it though, and im not reeeeally close with them luh. But yeah will be cool to develop an interest in music. Besides Avenged Sevenfold etc. hahaha OK go liao! BYEBYEBYE have a nice holiday:)

2008-11-18T21:15:00.002+08:00

Hmmm this few days have been quite fun. Completed Assassin's Creed! Wahoooo lol it didnt take toooo long, but its cool. The secret meanings hidden in it make u really want the 2nd game in the trilogy to come out soon. Haha i think i'd make a GREAAAATT movie, just like GTA. Theres still the flag collecting missions for me to do, but i hate this kind of stuff lah. damn boring hahaha. Hmm yeah i've seen through some of the explanations for the games secret stuff and they are kind of... how to say ah? Strongly pitted against religious beliefs? Can't remember the correct word to use. Well anyway i find that its SUPERCOOL and i realy want the next game to come out soon! Heh

Hmmm what else... Oh I've been reading more books from Terry Brooks! Hmm "Magic Kingdom for sale : Sold", "The Black Unicorn" from the magic kingdom of Landover series and "Armageddon's Children" from the Genesis of Shannara series. Haha i agree, he's truly the master of modern fantasy. loools

Soccer training was okok... ran quite alot? And fell down alot too cos it was effing muddy. haha but enjoyed it okay lah. Sigh dont think i can play against RJC on thursday cos i dont have boots.. but well i wouldnt make much of a difference anyway. hahaha anyways Elton and Gengzhi came over to my house after training.. Had alot of fun playng FIFA. But sadly im still stuck on 2008 cos i havent saved enough to buy FIFA 09 yet! ZZZZ but it was still fun! Lol cos Gengzhi doesnt play FIFA at all so he used Arsenal while i used Notts County. loool fortunately i beat him! haha but i bet if he played more he'd be trashing me.

Suddenly remembered about Prom. LOL i guess it was crazy? And it rocked cos of Brightside :D haha i'm glad i intro-ed them to the prom committee heh their music was goooooood. Everyone wore their bestest clothes to the prom! haha although my clothes werent very nice but its way above my usual standard liao. Haha had alot of fun shouting and cheering. But the most funny thing that happened that day was after that when we were back in vivo, and i shouted to sean to ask him to wait. We were in quite a big group of ppl lah. Then this really funny angmoh guy came up to me and asked me "whats going on?" Haha then i said oh sorry nothing nothing. Then elton was speaking to him after i went down and he said the guy thought we were drunk and were going to fight or something LOLOLOLOL thinking about it now still cracks me up hahah that guy must be reaaaaaly nice. heh

Ok lah run out of things to tok about liao. BYEEEE and WATCH YOUR CLASS OR MINE!

2008-11-12T13:30:00.002+08:00

End of class chalet... have got to say, it was quite disappointing? More like some kind of group gathering, except that the groups were separated most of the time. And most ppl didnt even bother to come back on the 2nd day either. Ohwell... guess its not as if our class is really bonded? Just expected that at least since this was our last actual day as a class before commencement, i thought everyone would want to spend time together or something. haha but well its over.

Haha main highlights of class chalet, HSM3 and Wii. lol a group of us went to watch HSM3 together, and for me it was my second time watching? But i have to say i still enjoyed it. Heh JIMMIE "THE ROCKETMAN" ZARA aka MATT PROKOP IS MY IDOL! LOL hes too cool! hahaha. Hmm about the wii, Jiayi brought it and weixun brought games too:) it was fun playing and having a workout at the same time, and i definitely enjoyed my first experience with a wii.

Well, off to play BRAVE STORY! Joe played it alot from last nite! haha K shall end post now, BYE

2008-11-08T15:42:00.003+08:00

YAAAAAWWWWNNNNNNN. Went to work for the first time today! Mcdonalds -_-

Its okayy, just quite boring when theres nothing to clear or what. Clearing up stuff now, will be working at McCafe soon. haha saw eustance weijie and the other ppl from the music society committee, discussing stuff. Helped them clear their tray! lol

Was terribly tired, slept late last nite trying to finish aka 搜神记! Its a great show, haha. but sadly failed to finish it in the end. lol hongkong drama if u dunno what im talking about.

Ohyeah watched High School Musical 3 two days ago with my cousins! hahah it was quite nice! But i guess it was abeeeet unsuitable for the young? haha there was this good song by zac efron during the part where he was running around, shall try to find out what song it is. haha it was really sweet lah the romance part. Hehe but abit too much fantasy lor.

Yay looking forward to class chalet on monday! Hope its even more memorable than what i think it will be! :)

2008-11-01T17:30:00.000+08:00

Ohdear, my life in Year 4 ended a few days ago! I'm just suddenly coming around to this fact. It feels kind of weird. Not being in the same class as the current crazy group (some not crazy) of people would make everything seem weird. Haha. I dunno, most of us didnt really like this class all that much at first, but after a period of time, i guess we sort of warmed up to each other. And every part of this class has become a precious memory to me.

I guess i didnt really endear myself to most of the people in class, but i still want to say that i treasure of u guys as friends. I'm sure that even after this year i will still remember everyone for a long time to come.. and i hope that likeable or not most of u guys still treat me as a friend:)
Awwww shit im getting so sad. Well we still have the class chalet left! haha lets make good use of it to remember each other forever!:D

Yippee, reaching the end of GTA 4. OMG im reaching the end of so many things. haha hope im not near the end of my life. GTA has kinda stuck on me, and im sure i'll keep playing eve after completting the main storyline mission hahaha

Hmmm thats all i got to say, off to finish off GTA 4!

Avenged Sevenfold - A Little piece of Heaven Live action MV

2008-10-28T23:42:00.001+08:00

lol wth damn nice

2008-10-25T15:06:00.002+08:00

Weee had a quite okay week. Haha had golf tournament on tuesday, which i did poorly but had fun with my flightmates. They were all really nice people! haha. Nigel from Haising, Dinie from StPats and Bryan from Maris Stella. They all played better than me loool. After that Jarib and Elton came over to my house to play and Jarib trashed me at Halo3 AGAIN. haha

Another thing this week was my first soccer training! It was fun, and i think much less tiring than the beep test that the other guys had on the first one. I missed the first one due to the tournament though :( Elton didnt come cos he stayed at home to wait for the computer to be delivered to his house! haha i didnt play well but i felt it was really enjoyable to run and practice. Hope i get better with more training! I shall work harder :D

Yesterday had briefing on subject combi, and i found out i might not be able to take physics H2 cos i failed one math.. ZZZZZZZ hope my appeal gets through though. It was cool listening to our seniors experience in Senior high!

Then rushed off for the highlight of the week.... THE AVENGED SEVENFOLD LIVE IN SINGAPORE CONCERT! I was totally excited, and there was a load of ppl already there when i reached at about 6pm. My cousin and I managed to squeeze closer and closer as time went by, and we were finally allowed in at 7.45pm. First it was some local band which was quite good, but after that we waited till 9 before A7x actually came out! Rarrr and alot of ppl started smoking and it was horrible while we waited. Then they came out and everything went crazyyyy. Lol i really enjoyed myself! And I realised M.Shadows is really ripped, his arms were like monstrous. Synyster brought the house down with his guitar playing! And my cousin and i managed to get to the 3rd row from the front, haha so we had quite an okay view.

Whenever A7X comes back to Singapore, I'll DEFINITELY GO AGAIN! NO MATTER WHAT! It was unbelievable. Heh i shall upload pics next time! Gtg nowwwww....

2008-10-18T21:53:00.002+08:00

Went to Miss Chua's wedding thingy today! It was funnnnn. Miss Chua was really pretty! haha it was held at the Arts House, next to Victoria Concert Hall. Met up with Sean and a few other girls to buy a gift for Miss Chua and her husband. It was some nice musical box from Precious Thots! Lol. Ohyeah before meeting them went to buy a Caffe latte from Gloria Jean's Coffee, 2bucks. Yeah then we walked to the wedding reception from raffles city, and i perspired like mad! Mainly cos i was wearing a shirt, but even if not i would still perspire like crazy. haha when we reached we decided to wait for Jiayi and Natalie? And the 4G people went up first. Then we saw Mr Siva! haha by then he informed us that the thing was over. -_- But then jiayi and natalie arrived, so we went up. We took photos with her and chatted abit! The all of us had some food from the buffet, while i had the strawberry mousse thingy which was super nice! haha and drank coke-_- which was a bad idea since now my cough seems to have worsened.

After that went to Marina Square with Chanyewlong Sean and Elton! Played in the arcade till about 8pm, then went to Yoshinoya for dinnerr. Then went home:D

Argggh, no more fever and headache, but still got a running nose and now developed a horrible cough. zzzz i HATE coughs. Noisy and it reeally hurts. Sigh hope i get better soon..

Shall end now! haha bye thanks for reading :D

2008-10-15T21:11:00.002+08:00

Yay went back to school today. It was great to see everyone again. Ok not EVERYONE but most people. I really missed walking to the MRT o.o haha after this month i wont really be going to buona vista every morning again.. i'm really gonna miss the Ghim Moh neighbourhood!!! Going for lunch at Western Chow, playing soccer at ulu pandan cc, walking along the stretch of road to Buona Vista MRT, the school campus(although i miss the tanjong rhu one more, heh). Its all gonna make me real sad... hahaha.

Well back to today's stuff. Got back History today, didnt fail as i expected! lol but i still did badly... ohman i dowan to tok about my results. Shooshoo.

Went for lunch at TiongBahruPlaza with Elton Joe Sean and Yewlong, had KFC. Ill-advised choice, cos now my throat hurts like anything! argh. Shud have waited till im better. After that Elton came over to play at my house.. had dinner over here too, we ate out! Ate at Kim's restaurant, had a realll full dinner. hahah. Its always fun to spend time with Elton, cos he makes me crack up at his jokes. Heh.

Discussed quite alot of stuff with him... Well it makes me sad to think that our junior high life is going to end soon! AHHHHH i feel so damn shitty. Keep feeling sad about end of Year 4. hahaha

As long i still go to the same school as my dear friends.. Im happy. As long as i don't lose contacts with the people i hold dear.. IM HAPPY! Hahahhaa.

Ohyeah Eustance introduced a new manga to me! DMC, or Detroit Metal City. Its a gag manga about a kid who wanted to set up a swedish pop band but ended up in a Death Metal band instead. And got reeeeealy popular! hahaha in the live action movie this main character is played by Kenichi matsuyama, same actor as for L in the death note movies. I've got to say, he's DAMN GOOD at acting in this kinda weird roles. hahaha.

Well off to recuperate! :D byebye

2008-10-14T20:06:00.002+08:00

Wow, I'm sick.

Woke up this morning with a terrible headache and my whole body hurt. So i told my mum i didnt want to go to school. Actually I'm much better now, in the morning my head hurt so bad i could hardly stand.

Didn't go to the doctor either, just stuffed panadol. Haha most of my day spent sleeping. Wish i could have gone out to play soccer or something. Well at least i got better and played GTA! haha

Jay chou's new album release has been postponed! Ohman... Well i'll have to make do with listening to the rest of the songs on Youtube! hahaha

Saw that someone flamed elaine on her tagboard! siao one ah she this kind of ppl oso got ppl flame her. haha the world is horrible.

Shall get somemore rest, byebyeeee

2008-10-05T21:06:00.002+08:00

WAHOOOO WENT FOR 4F CLASS OUTING AT SENTOSA YESTERDAY!!!!!

First thing, i would like to applaud Mr. Sean Mulyadi Siman @ See Zhao Wei for taking the effort to organise this class outing! Its our first one ever, and it was largely a success :)

Most of us got burnt under the sun! The sand was freaking hot according to most ppl, but i think the street soccer courts are hotter. Lol BRAVEMANSEXY Joe took off his shirt, and now has a terrible sunburn bcos of that. hahaha. We played volleyball, soccer, frisbee etc and enjoyed ourselves aloooot. Its been quite a long time since I've been to the beach! Haha.

After the beach thing 12 of us went to Vivocity for dinner.. After quite awhile we decided on kolomee cos it had the least ppl. hahah. It wasnt that bad.. but hmmm maybe something else would have been better. After, went to arcade! The ball throwing game was superrrr fun! haha.
Afterthoughts... I feel that although we didnt really spend all our time TOGETHER as a whole class, we all had a great time! Not really a bonding thing, and not everyone came, but most of us went home with happy memories. 4F! Lets make our class chalet an even better experience together! :D

Theres bowling tomoro! Hope it'll be fun. :)

2008-09-22T13:32:00.002+08:00

ONE MORE DAY TO THE END OF THE EOYS!!!! Wahoo... its not been a good period of time. I really did study hard but i dont think i did well. especially for maths 2. Hmm well... its too late to regret now. All i can do is try my hardest for history tmr!

oh mann.... chelsea and united drew 1-1 last night, and its all rooney's fault. Sad though that cristiano ronaldo's last ditch bicycle kick didnt go in! haha. But it was a good effort, so lets applaud united for defying expectations by not losing. :D

Anyway im addicted to fifaonline! its so cool to play with others online, im really looking forward when i get to play on xbox live! heh. Oh and I'm going to the Avenged Sevenfold concert this October with my cousin! i am wayyyyy too excited to describe what my feelings are even though its one month away. hahah but its gonna rock.

Hmm well shall go study now.. Weeeeee shall enjoy the period of "paradise" before i get my results. :D

2008-09-11T21:23:00.002+08:00

Lol tomorrow's the year end exams an i'm here to blog.

Havent been feeling well these 2 days of study leave and I've got food poisoning i think. Not very nice to have to run to the toilet and back all the time while trying to practise Maths. But i think i've been doing okay with Maths 1 revision so far. Though Maths 2 is another story altogether!

Weeeeee fellow year 4s lets all chiong to the end of EOYs together! I'm sure each and every one of us has the capability to do well in the exams:)

Although if ur reading this now i would advise you to stop and go study! Or else u might blame me for making u get less than full marks. HAHAHA

Cobra Starship is my fave band right now! thanks to mr Chan Yewlong who sent me "The World Has Its Shine (But I Would Drop It On A Dime)"! They totally rule and i can't stop listening to their songs, especially Guilty Pleasure which is such a catchy song. Haha oh and the band We The Kings are great as well! Check Yes Juliet and Skyway Avenue are their better songs in my opinion.

ZZZZZ and damn Theo Walcott is the new "HERO" of England cos he scored a hat-trick against Croatia. Yeah gone are the days when Rooney was England's talisman, he cant score anymore. While i acknowledge Walcott is extremely talented, i don't think he's good enough to carry the entire England football team on his shoulders. Terry is probably good choice as captain though.

Yay man utd liverpool this weekend. Hope United win 10-0. HAHAHAHA it'll probably be 2-1 to united though. :D

[OFFICIAL] Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince Trailer

2008-08-16T10:28:00.001+08:00

WOW WOW HBP TRAILER FINALLY OUT!! WAHOOOOO

CANT WAIT FOR 21ST NOVEMBER! HEEEEEEE

2008-08-13T22:14:00.002+08:00

damn this picture is tiny but its the best one i got. THIS IS MY NEW ADDICTION! Waffle Crisp by Post cereal! Its too bloody nice hahahahaha.

Phew past few days have been energy sapping for some reason. Feel tired all the time. Damn Michael Phelps has 5 gold medals now he's a monster! But Ian Thorpe will always be my number idol in the world of swimming. hee

YAY i found my Jay chou cds! I really thought i lost them but they turned up in some drawer. Lol now i can listen to all the songs over and over and over again! hahaha

zzzzz tried to study for chem but after reading thru the chapters 3 times i still couldnt get anything in my head. So decided to stop. Hahaha.

Bought the pink Nike wristband in support of "Autism Speaks Out Loud!" campaign by our fellow schoolmates! haha i lurrrve it. Okay got to run off now. lol goodnight to everyone!

2008-08-09T21:50:00.002+08:00

WEEEEEEE lots of things in past 2 days.

Shall start from yesterday morning! Went to meet yewlong and junhao to take bus to Changi point... the stupid bus trip took effing long! rarrr. Haha then we reached there and stoned for a long time before the run started.. oh yeah we went to Changi Point fo our school cross country run. Hmmm yeah so Weixun Eustance and I went to the side to cheer our friends and teachers on! woohoo. lol and someone who was riding a bicycle scolded us for being on the bicycle track. Wow and she cycled right in the middle of the runners on the way back. Thats totally a safe thing to do and doesnt obstruct the runners at all. Great example for everyone.

Hmm yeah so the placing for the runners were mostly expected... except junhao who suddenly didnt want to run seriously. lol and the celebrations were quite a flop.. the response was very weak. haha but well the organisers tried their best.

Then after that wen for lunch with zile junjie alvin binghowe ahlong sean. Then had a haircut at kallang at this place called hairtech. And my hair looks horrrible! rarrrr i'll never go for a haircut with these ppl ever again! lol

Then went home.. made an arrangement to meet with evan matthew yongseng at simei for dinner, binghowe oso came later. But it ended up being me and binghowe waiting for the other three. It was 6.30pm when we left simei and thats why we ended up having to run all the way to school from buona vista for the movie marathon! Rarr haha i watched Ocean's13, Spiderman 3, The Bourne Ultimatum, Ratatouille and Rush hour 3! Altho i fell asleep in the middle of Rush hour. But other than that the rest were quite nice! haha after the marathon evan matthew yongseng elton chaojie and i went to Ghim moh for breakfast, then headed to Ulu pandan CC for street soccer. Binggeng joined us later too. haha i think we're mad. But after that went home.. lasted two hours before conking out till 5pm. lol. Weeee anyway its national day! happy national day everyone! haha.

Ohyeah and i watched The Dark Knight a few days ago with my parents at Bugis. Its a FANTASTIC SHOW OMGOMG everyone should watch it! i don't think i've watched such a good movie in a looooong time! haha and Eustance keeps making fun of me for being freaked out by the joker(Heath Ledger). I think his acting is unbelievable! and he deserves an award for this.

Well shall go sleep soon. Recover lost sleep! hee. Goodnight everyone! :D

2008-08-02T22:51:00.002+08:00

Its a saturday night. My parents, brother(he came back from NS this afternoon), uncle and cousins are off to watch the mummy 3 at Suntec. And i'm all alone at home. I hate the flu.

Today's been really terrible! Havent been able to do much besides lie on my bed/sofa and read. And sleep. Yuck. Went to pasir ris to pick up my brother, and it was quite terrible bearing with the feeling but yeah he's back so wahoo.

Recently hooked on the song "The Legendary Theme", a song from the game Gitarooman. I dunno when i had it, probably my brother's, but i heard it cos i had itunes on shuffle and it got a turn and yeah. Super nice, though people who dont really like plain guitar riff songs or acoustic notes wont fancy it much.

I really should go do my xiaolianbi, since tmr might be really cramped. I still dont know if we're gonna meet for ACE, but i guess i pissed my group off with that lousy piece of work the other time. Serves me right.

Bleach is a great manga! haha i know im super slow but heck who cares its like with naruto, i started later than most but now im up to the latest chapter! heh.

Went to towner gardens school yesterday for golf CIP, the bus company sent this super small van so it couldnt fit all of us. And ahlong sean alvin zhiming junjie wanted to tag along for a ride haha. In the end we got onto the badminton bus, which was going for their CIP as well. It was super awkard! haha

We were split into groups to play Uno with the students there. It was really fun! Haha i was paired with Elicia, and she didnt know how to play. So i had to teach evryone. heh. After that we demo-ed golf abit, and taught them abit of golf. Overall it was really fun, but the weather was super hot. ANd we had to walk to kembangan MRT after that but it was okay since its not that far. Had dinner wif elton and jarib at S11 at tampines, but its really horrible. COS THERE'S NO CHICKEN RICE THERE! Thats the 2nd food court in tampines that i've eaten at that doesnt sell chicken rice. T.T so i had this fried rice with diced chicken. So it sorta counts as chicken rice after all. Just that its not the hainanese chicken rice that i want. lols.

Panadol cold doesnt help alot. had it 3 hours ago but i still have a running nose. Eurgh. I hate this. Shall go sleep soon. Argh.

2008-07-30T22:30:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is BIO TEST! and here i am. Blogging. haha

Interclass was on Monday! I screamed my bloody heart out for 4G guys and girls. Lol mainly for guys lah. But sadly 4G/K guys lost in the final to 4C.. though it wasnt cause they were lousier but mainly cause ahlong had cramps. Rarr. Well as i predicted i feel that Yongseng is the MVP! haha he was the main reason for 4G/K's dramatic comeback against 4E.

I feel rather ashamed of myself for jeering at 4E's team.. cos i i have frens there that i really honestly have nothing against. Sorry to u guys if u were offended. haha this is real empty since they wont read this but yeah.

Went to watch Singapore vs Brazil olympic team that night! Although we were late for the match (Elton Yongseng Evan Matthew Binghowe Me), we made it just after Diego scored the first goal. It was EXHILARATING just being in the same stadium as the likes of Ronaldinho, Pato, Diego and Anderson! haha. 3-0, and Singapore almost scored too! lol

It really feels terrible when u are alone with the person u really wanna talk to and ur someone like me. Cos u CANT SPEAK. Imagine freezing totally for 5minutes and ur heart beating at like 50million times faster than normal.

I hate that feeling ALOOTTTT

Haha ohyeah forgot to mention the gatheringwif Pschool frens. Many people couldnt make it in the end.. Joanne, Yiwen, Xunlin, Andy, Charlton, Weiting, Wanjing and JiaEn turned up! haha Joanne looks alot prettier now. Actually all of them are much better looking except me. Lol. Wasted alot of time waiting for charlton to eat his pieces of chicken in the Creamy chicken pasta. And he didnt eat it all in the end. Urgh food wasted.

It was an okay outing... though it was really awkward. haha im thinking another one after the O's so that more ppl can come. And im gonna plan this time in case Kooyisien screws up again.

Haha weixun's quiz was dumb. I just randomly thought up names to put for the 10 ppl thing.

I AM SOOO TIRED from puking so much last night. As a result fell asleep in math:( and slept in LA too. Sigh.

I shall go study bio and then sleep! haha.

2008-07-30T21:48:00.002+08:00

Weixun passed this very long quiz thing to me.

1. The person who last tag you is:KOHWEIXUN

2. Your relationship with him is: Buddybuddy/gayyyyy LOL

3. Your five impressions of him:Funny, Witty, Emotional, ,Smart, Good conversationalist :D

4. The most memorable thing he has done for you: erm... erm... OH YEAH wishing me happy birthday in advance! haha and the nice icecream thing he bought for me. lols

5. The most memorable thing he has said to you: Erm. "Dont worry, we can be gays." hahahaha

6. If he become your lover, you will: Puke. Lol

7. If he become your lover, thing he has to improve on will be: STOP BEING A PERVERT. But we wont ever become lovers-_-

8. If he become your enemy, you will: Cry cos of losing a good fren. I wont make him my enemy in any case! lol

9. If he becomes your enemy, the reason will be: Betraying my trust. But nah i dont think he'd become my enemy. lol

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him now is: SMACK HIM FOR MAKING ME DO THIS QUIZ! hahha

11. Your overall impression of her is: Nice guy but super perverse.

12. How you think people around you will feel about you? I don't care, except when i'm wearing pink. haha

13. The characters you love of yourself are: erm.. dont think i have any.

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are: Irritating ppl all the time.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is: The best fifa/winning eleven player in the world. Is this what the question wants? i dont care haha

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them: If there is such a person, THANKYOU!

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you: These ppl will prob never see this but.. 1. ELTON GOH 2. Andy Ow 3. Clarissa tander 4. limWeijie! 5.WEIXUN 6. dilysong 7. Chanyewlong 8. Taygengzhi 9. Elaine 10. BING GENG! LOL

18.Who is no.6 having relationship with? (Dilys) Erm, no one? lol

19. Is no.9 a male or female?(Elaine) Female-_- i think they run out of questions then ask this kind of lame one.
20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?(Ahlong&Binggeng) WAHOO I'd love to see this! hahhahaa
21. What is no.2 studying about?(Andy) Erm.. alot of things? O's coming up. haha

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?(Clarissa) Loooong time ago. I'm thinking she doesnt want to talk to me. hah

23. What kind of music and does no.8 like?(Gengzhi) ooooh he likes tobymac! "i was meant to love yoooo" haha
24. Does no.1 have any siblings?(Elton) yeah elder sis:D

25. Will you woo no.3?(Tander) No wayyyyyy! haha i love her but not in that way.

26. How about no.7?(Ahlong) Whoa haha NO im not gay. lols

27. Is no.4 single?(Weijie) WAHOO haha attracting millions of electrons bu no gf i think.

28. What is the surname of no.5? (Weixun) Koh

29. What 's the hobby of no.4 (Weijie) Erm.. EMOING. haha and sleeping

30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?(Weixun&Elaine) Hmm yeah as far as i know they're quite good frens

31. Where is no.2 studying at?(Andy) ChungChengHigh (Main).

32. Talk something casually about no.1: Elton Goh. My best friend in DHS and someone i'd give my life for.

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?(Gengzhi) Yeah... I guess i love him! hahaha NO

34. Where does no.9 live at?(Elaine) Erm, Pasir Ris?

35. What colour does no.4 like?(Weijie) Dunno, Black? haha

36. Are no.5 and 1 best friend?(Weixun&Elton) Nope, they don't really know each other. haha

37. Does no.1 have any pets?(Elton) Nope. Afraid of dogs hahah

38. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?(Ahlong) YEAHYEAH go mr armstrong hahaha

39. What is no. 10 doing now?(BG) Being the Dog that he is probably barking.

2008-07-26T13:33:00.001+08:00

hmm... just changed my imeem playlist to one with nicer songs. haha

Im feeling bored today. Kinda looking forward to tmr's gathering but then again, tander kelly michele and yisien arent going, so... Well its still gonna be fun i hope! haha.

2008-07-23T20:34:00.004+08:00

Today sucked a whole lot. rarrrr.

Well i didnt talk about racial harmony day celebrations at all yesterday! Hahaha i wore this strange blue chinese thingy. And a white tshirt underneath hahaha but i still looked totally out of place cos i think there were less than 10 ppl in our level who wore racial costumes. The other ppl from our class were nicole in that indian thing and elaine in the malay costume which looks like the SIA air stewardess uniform. hahaha

The concert was damned boring. Almost died of boredom watching it! and it was terrible sitting in that stupid blue thing so i took it off. lol. Hmm, cant really remember much after that. haha

This morning my dad fetched me to school.. was so tired that i dozed off right after getting on the car till DHS. LOL and saw that the guy was super GREY. And the wind was damn big lah and it was cooold so i went up to class lo. Then played worms with joe wx eustance. ahaha

Yuck today pissed eusty off. Cos i was feeling a little weird from all the stupid things that were happening such as having to go for CIP on friday, and some other stuff.. SORRY EUSTANCE! hope u forgive me. eeps.

After school went to eat with ahlong junjie weihong and zile at Western Chow! Haha cant remember who suggested it, but we decided to have DURIANS! So we went to the Singa Fresh stall next to the kopitam and bought few durians...

And ate them standing up! hahaha

It was really fun. And the durians were really not bad as well. heh. That was a real good experience and i'd really LOVE to try it again. wahooo

The uncle there was super nice oso! He gave us another durian cos the one we got at first was lousy. And he gave weihong free dukus as well. Heh. EVERYONE WHO NOES ME LETS GO EAT DURIAN AT THIS PLACE TOGETHER! wahahaha

Well nothing much else to say...

haha except of a picture of the very nice design drawn on dilysong's mocha the other day in whitesands macdonalds! hahahah she kept saying she didnt dare to drink it cos it was too nice. haha was there with my LA grp to do our documentary. wahoo..

SHALL GO STUDY NOW BYEBYEBYE

2008-07-22T22:51:00.002+08:00

WAHHHH today was lame.

Today's tuesday. meaning there's PE. The only thing i ever look forward to in a school week. AND I FORGOT TO BRING MY PE TSHIRT/SHORTS! phew HENGHENG i brought my class tee and a pair of extra shorts.. If not i'd have missed PE. Was sitting in the class early as usual.. and heard someone else who came early exclaiming that she didnt bring her PE as well. haha. COINCIDENCES. But PE kind of sucked today. Ran like a stupid idiot. But rarrrr im a super slowpoke. sigh.And everyone was laughing at me for wearing my "I cannot See" class tee. ZZZ well i loveeee it. hee. After that realised the ball we won on Youth day carnival was GONE. COs i lent it to jarib and he said he put at 1st stall uncle there. Then went today and it wasnt there anymore. Yuck. So went and tried to persuade girls from our class to play football! and to my surprise a few did! woohoo they rockrockrock. I think our class can win de lor as long as they're willing to play seriously. Cos all of them have the athletic ability even though they dont play soccer much.

Rest of the day was super boring. zzzzz passed in a blur.. Got super angry during HCL lesson. Well after school matthew ask us to go together to buy tix for the Singapore vs Brazil Olympic team match! hahaha then went play soccer.

Thats all, gtg rush off. Bb

2008-07-17T20:24:00.004+08:00

Wahoo today was fun. Played quite alot. hehhs. Mr Khoo, our relief bio teacher is super nice! hahaha. Ohyeah the dongzhou people came today. Lotsa them in our class! 11. Woo. Hmm yeah then after school played basketball and soccer. Had fun. But i pangsehed Joe and Weixun! i feel horrible about lying to them. Sucks. I shall go confess to my sin later. Blehx

Rarr. I found a picture of my enemies!!! here they are.

The guy on the right is the one who beat me, the one on the right beat elton. Im referring to the euro 2008 tournament at SCAPE last month. Losing on penalties sucks when u dominated the whole match.

Nvm! We'll be much better next tournament. And next time i'll just waste time. So that he cant equalise 3 times against me. ARRRRRRRRRRRR.

Weeeee shall go do something useful now.

2008-07-09T19:08:00.002+08:00

WEEEEE today was a nice day. hahaa

shall blog about what i did on Youth day!

Was to go out with Mulyadi to purchase his PSP at marine parade promenade.. so headed over to the mcdonalds there with my parents in the morning first. Was halfway to the mcdonalds when i heard my name. Still super blur from sleep so i looked around alot of times but couldnt figure out who was calling me. lol turned out to be jason and his LA grp, and they interviewed me and yahyahyah. Had McGriddles! nicenice. lol

Waited till about 12, chatted with Sean but the stupid shop still didnt open! Then had a call from LBH saying he wanted to join us. So we waited for him and we had lunch together, then headed to borders to buy my Hamlet! hahaha

Then accompanied LBH to Joemil's for his haircut, had the Ecuador Dark flavoured Magnum! u noe the advertisment with Ev longoria!??? hahahha its supersuper nice lahs. OK then went Far East shopping centre at Orchard rd there, bought his PSP then went Taka's best denki to play euro 2008 wif LBH and Mulyadi! haha it was funnnn

Ok i suddenly had no mood so its really short.. but thats the rough idea i guess.

Yesterday after school played basketball wif Elton kenneth etc etc.. When we went off Bing Geng walked off with us as well. Elton, thinking that he thought we were gonna return told him that we were going home, and BG said he wanted to go together. Then we went to change and stuff. When he came out, went over to were Suvichak Pingteck and Tashi were sitting. So Elton and i walked past, hoping to catch his eye and all. But he didnt even look our way. WTF. Now we both know we're at the bottom of DHS year 4's student hierarchy! Theres people who are followed, People who don't care who they go home with or alone, followed by ppl who follow, ppl who hang out with, then tag alongs, then dogs like BG, then right at the bottom is Us, cos that effing lackey who is the one who pangsehed us. And he even told me off today for talking rubbish. Oh and i noticed he spoke very loudly so that everyone could hear. Well u bitch u can go home and drink ur piss. Shall not elaborate further, i'm getting angry.

Hmm yeah and today had our Chem test! was okok lahs, but a few marks lost already. sigh. well shall have to study for bio viva tomorrow!!! and LA hamlet test on friday. ZZZ ppl like weijie and elizabeth are dead tired cos of all the work and stuff.. i think i'm still to slack. sighhhhhh

Well OFF I GO! hee.

2008-07-05T18:07:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was YouthDay celebrations! It was really fun overall.. Was really early there in the morning cos my dad fetched me. Reached at about 7am, had my usual can of nescafe mocha. Meanwhile was blasting A7X on my earphone, and walked up to the classrooms. It was bloody locked, so i assumed that the uncle wasnt here yet. So i sat and waited. and waited. And i think i sort of drifted off to sleep in a very uncomfortable pose with my knee propped up and when i woke i saw one whole ring of ppl. EEEE scary. haha. SO i decided to sms xiangyu cos he wasnt here yet, to see if he could get the keys from the GO to open the classrooms. Wen he came up and said they werent supposed to open the doors i was like WTH cos they didnt tell us the classrooms would be locked and cos my stupid chem textbook and clinton soon's chem file was in class and i was planning to remove them from their stagnant positon under my desk.

Well after that was flag raising, and we found out we could siao anything as long as we were in school And for some stupid reason they said we couldnt use the field. Ohyeah and all the 4G people were up in the hall preparing for their dance item. SO no sticking around elton. The few of us 4F guys headed over to the "throw ball at drink cans" station first, and i tried my hand at it. Wahoo i throw and all the cans were down. hahaha so i won my first hole on the ticket thingy. Then we headed over to the one wif several holes cut into boards one, i think i didnt get any points on that. Then to the "spray water at ur friends station", at which i sprayed at weijie using that stpid watergun. Another hole. Later we spammed at this "throw the pingpongball into the cones" station, where there were these girls who were blatantly cheating. Later we realised we could redeem stuff with the points! very quickly the 4I girls had already redeemed the soft toy, so we were determined to win the basketball at forty points. SO we kept playing at the above mentioned station, and i think there was something going on between joe and the SC girl that was there. Hahahahahha.

So we redeemed the stupid basketball, which involved alot of frantic running cos we only had 39 when i thought we had 40 already. It was from the Indonesian Basketball League. hahaha headed up for the youth day concert. Oh and i forgot we kinda had a plan to celebrate Mr hia's birthday!? and it was kinda screwed up cos after concert bday cake eating was lame cos little ppl turned up. But it was cool cos we went on stage and stuff. But stupid cos chuasimin think her singing very good, sing one half liao still want continue sing. -_- Concert was GREAT! i went siao with screaming and stuff. hahah styles from beyond was super cool! And then there was the M.O.M dance, CS xiangsheng performance, several performances by the teachers, M.O.M Band performance, and the 4G dance!(not in order). I screamed like mad for all of them, but unfortunately i was only one of the few. So yeah it was kinda stupid but hell, i dont care!

Hahaha then later it was great playing basketball, although i still got trashed but it was fun. What with elton showing off his super cool weird moves hahahas. Then helped to referee the scouts competition thingy, and it was really lame, i had GA(u dont wanna know) so i only got to sit on the sidelines. Until the last match between DHS and St gabriel's, they were really not playing seriously and we were having a much shorter game. The guys from St Gabriel's were super funny, what with cheering when DHS scored. Final score, 8-0. haha but they were cool about it, and really sporting.

After that, went off with elton melvin and a few other scouts,ate at ghim moh. Had fun chatting about loads of stuff. Then got home, crashed on the bed and slept. hahaha.

Shall be hardworking this weekend, lotsa stuff to do. IM OFF! listen to Alesana! Aliceanna. whatever. :D

2008-06-26T21:37:00.002+08:00

I feel terrible! Why has he decided to betray all of us United fans!?? After i have supported him ever since he joined man united. sigh. I am terribly distraught by this, which is really lame. But yeah i can't help it.

Have been drowning myself in watching interviews of Emma watson and the rest of the Harry potter cast and listening on repeat to Yui's new song, SUMMER SONG. Its a really cheery song. Though i dont understand it. haha. Finally found out her real name, its Yui Yoshioka! hahas here's some interesting facts about Yui...

-Yui's family consists of her mother and herself only. As for her father, he left them when she was roughly 3 years old. That's why when she moved to Shinguu she only had one other family member. She holds no memory of her father.

-Yui plays guitar, drums and piano. She learned how to play the piano at the music school where she learned how to play the guitar.

-Yui has about 7~8 acoustic guitars, 6~7 electric guitars and one bass guitar.

-Yui likes Marimokkori.

-Yui is "addicted" to Welch's Grape Fruit Juice. She drank this during the recording of the album I Loved Yesterday.

-Yui doesn't smile in CD covers and promotion videos (except for I Remember You, Che.R.Ry and Laugh away) often because she thinks her face looks chubby when she smiles.

Hahaha YUI IS TOO CUTE!!!! :D

I'm off! :)

2008-06-16T04:58:00.002+08:00

WTH the most unbelievable game has just finished. Turkey came back from 2-0 down to beat Czech Republic 3-2 with the last two goals coming from nihat in the last 3 minits! omg lah hahaha. poor czech. And portugal's under strength team were beaten 2-0 by hosts switzerland. Well portugal were probably just giving them some face lah. Poor hosts didnt score a single goal before this match. lol. Well another reason was cos they didnt use ronaldo! hah i was in Genting watching the Portugal match with Czech republic which ended 3-1, and ronaldo was top with two assists and one goal. Fantabulous hahaah but not as good as the Dutch from holland! crazy guys scoring seven goals against the 2006 worldc up finalists italy and france. Its outrageous.

Lol im back from a Malaysia trip spanning 4 days, 11-14. Two nights in genting and one in Malacca. Genting was super fun! Went to the theme park with my cousins and went crazy playing the spinner ride, in which u sit in the chair and the machine swings u around. Best ride for me, haha. Went for a few others as well, but not for the crazy rides, i was terrified even on the FERRIS WHEEL. haha i've got to overcome my fear of heights if i ever want to take the singapore flyer. lol we went to the snow world thingy too and its ultra fun! its crazy playing around in the snow. hahaha and i got my hair full of ice. But it sucks when the ice gets under ur sleeves or socks cos it friggin hurts! The ears are the worst, they hurt all the way. Funny how ice cream tastes warm at -6 degrees. lol. Hmm spent most of the time there pigging out, which i probably shouldnt cos i havent had much exercise during the hols. lol

And the hotel i stayed in in malacca was right next to this mall called Mahkota parade! Sounds familiar? dont think so, but its the one we went to last year for our 07 year 3 level camp! haha. Walked around for abit and stayed in the room to catch up on sleep lost from watching euro. hehs.

Oh and the best thing about malacca is the chicken rice balls! they rule the world. Each rice ball is about the size of a fishball, and if u go to the right stall i tell u the rice is good enough. in case ur wondering i only ate at 2 stalls. Lol. Maybe i'll upload the photos some other time, im at my cousin's house, explains why im using the computer huh.

And yay i think i've got a buyer for my keyboard! Sean needs a new one cos his is spoilt. hehehe time to go to sleep, morning to all, its 0515 hours! :D

2008-06-09T20:49:00.003+08:00

YIPPEE! Elton and i won the competition! lol and we appeared in the newspaper along the way. lol. It was really close, but we made it in the end.

I went with my brother to funan and reached at about 12, seriously nervous. Went to play with my brother against some guys, till elton came and he and my brother went to play NBA with each other. lol so i walked off and challenged this guy at Euro 2008 cos he was playing alone. Later he turned out to be one half of our next opponents! hahaha. What a coincidence. one half of the team (Bayside Spiders) was a champion at another tournament held here earlier in the year. We lost the first match 2-0, won the 2nd match 2-0 and won the third match 2-1. By a freak goal too. lol but we made it. Next in the quarter finals, we played against two guys that i cant really remember, but they were not really good. 4-0, 4-0. In the semis, i was really nervous! Just win this match and we would get prize money and make te trips here all worthwhile. haha. Our opponents(Yafiq) were quite good, but we still managed to beat them 3-1 and then 4-0. The final against team Dark, we lost the first match 1-2. Conceded two early goals but scored back later. But they came close to scoring again several times and we were lucky! This was at home. Next match away, we scored 2 early goals, let in twice, before scoring another and letting in another, and finally scored one more to make it 4-3, and a narrow victory for us on the away goals rule! haha. It was cool winning the first competition in my life. lol. All thanks to Elton! haha the prize was $600 cash, 2 reclusa gaming keyboards and gaming mouse, and $300 EA voucher which is split into two. Speaking of the keyboard and mouse, i would appreciate if anyone wanted to buy it from me? its worth $248, but i'll sell it at $200, negotiable price:D

And u might have seen Elton and I playing against my cousin and uncle in the Straits times, home page 8. Lol. But both editions of todays newpaper doesnt have anything about the competition after we won! hmph. hahas but i dun really care, just happy that we won. Still a little in disbelief though. hahas

Ronaldo hasnt taken Euro 08 by storm yet! lol hes hit the post already though. He'll keep playing better! hehs:D

Shall end now, go do other stuff. hehs

2008-06-06T00:22:00.003+08:00

I havent been to my blog for ages! hahaa no one's been here too from the looks of my tagboard. Its the holidays already, midway into year 4. Time passes really quickly. Sigh.

Life in primary school feels just like yesterday! haha i loved the time when u dont have to study very hard and still do okay. Now if i dont study i die. T.T maybe i should learn to make better use of my time instead of slacking away. I'm lucky i don't have a jampacked schedule like some people have, my holidays are really mostly free. But slacking away most of the time and looking at others who dont have a day to themselves to relax at home and just do nothing, i feel veryvery guilty. hmmm. Well maybe thats why i deserve my terrible results. haha

Oh and i've been really temperamental recently... and my mouth really needs to be rinsed. Losing my temper and my reasoning all of a sudden is not good. And i don't really mean it too. Maybe i need to learn to keep my emotions in check. The holidays have been helping ALOT. At least i have been able to get something thats been affecting me alot since last year out of my mind, and now i feel alot better. Music has helped alot too! Alesana's new album, "Where myth fades to legend" is AWESOME! wahooo a must listen.

Last friday, we had our class CIP at canossaville convent or something like that! haha it was really fun, joe and I played chess with a few of the boys, and it was really tough. The guy i played with was really cute, but he was really good and i was left with two pieces at the end when i won! haha. And there was this girl who was really loud and overbearing. She acted like the da jie da of all the girls there, and although she was quite nice looking she was really mean. Hope she grows up and learns to be more demure. haha but overall it really was fun, although we only spent an hour and a half there. Really hoped that we could have been there longer.

Oh and a few days ago, My LA group met up with Reuben and Glen whom i've known since primary school to film their band practice for our LA film. Their band just split up from 5 to 2 so it was kinda awkward. But yeah it went quite well, and they're reallyreally talented! hehs good luck to them in finding their remaining band members to fill up the spots, and im sure they'll become really big stars in the near future.

On another note, Euro 2008 is just a few days away! hahaha i just know my darling ronaldo will light up the tournament and lead them all the way to the final before losing to France cause of Samir Nasri and Karim Benzema. haha

Speaking of Euro 2008, i'm in the Newpaper Cyber challenge 2008 competition with Elton! haha we're in the Uefa Euro 2008 game tournament, and today was the first round. We beat this team called Chucky yucky, 6-1 and 4-1 away and home respectively, although they scored first and gave Elton and I a heart attack. lol but it was quite nice although they were rather noisy. Second round against team2OFUS. (two of us! not 20 F-U-S. haha) We were scored against first AGAIN! rarrr and i got veryvery agitated and shouted alot. haha. But we scored 2 goals back and won the first match at home. 2nd match, we scored first! But argh we got scored against twice. Their 2nd goal was really stupid. So we had to play another shorter match to decide it before penalties, and Elton delivered a superb cross that i HAD TO SCORE from in the dying seconds of the match. So we WON!!! haha. I think elton hates me for this cos he has to go all the way to Funan digitalife mall on his own. from pongol. lol. But if we win the top prize its well worth the effort! We're going back for our next match there on the 7th, saturday at 1PM. Lol hopefully this time i can go further than the quarter finals :D

haha im at my cousins' house now, staying over tonight with another cousin of mine. Not planning to sleep much! hahaha. going off to sleep now, its 1am! haha. goodnight to meself:D and if ur reading this, THANKEW:D and byebyebye

2008-05-20T18:33:00.002+08:00

WEEEE its the start of elective week. hah. Study of war is cool!!!! hehes mr zein rules. Budden got this girl whose handwriting is super neat. As in neat like u typed it out. And its super scary. haha

Oh dear just listened to 情人的眼泪 from the "Secret" soundtrack. Old songs like these make me emo. hahahahah

Weeeeee level camp was really fun. I miss the instructors! haha

Day 1- Pelapah waterfall trip!
Met our instructors sheemun and ahmad! lol i though they were both very unfriendly cos they looked real solemn. lol. Haha reached there gonggong cos i slept too late the nite before playing my xbox 360! LOLOL I LOVE MY PINK CONTROLLER!!!!!! hehs the trek up was a little boring.. like just mindless walking on and on. Got splashed alot by pinwen. Blehs. Oh and poor matthew lost his specs! haha. Slept horribly that nite even though we were in the chalet. Kept waking up.

Day 2- Kayaking and firefly cruise on Johor river
Okay i knew it was gonna be tiring.. But not that tiring! I was with Nicole and Deborah, and im really sorry for weighing down the whole kayak until it was so difficult for them to row. :(
But it was really fun! altho the only thing i could do to keep on going was saying"left right left right" for the whole thing. haha. Leeyilin was praised for being STRONG and HELPFUL. Lol funny but i agree. She helped to carry more kayaks than anyone else lah. I started the craze on ice creams and alot of ppl started gorgin on them. hahaa. Fireflies cruise was SUPER COOL cos our boat was SPECIAL it had a shelter, so the super nice boat operator went into the trees wif fireflies so that we could catch them! okay i didnt, i was totally freaked out. But it was still super nice! hahaha.

Day 3- wah the most chor one. Climbing up the mountain.
Phew everyone was super tired out! it was really steep and dangerous lah. But heh everyone cheered each other on and we made it. Lucky for me throughout the whole camp i didnt kena any leeches. Phew. Ohyeah and through the trek down i was screaming the song JENNY! haha that was the only thing that kept me going. But zzzzz ate some mud for lunch cos amy dropped some into my noodles. ARGH. But didnt care anyways.

Day 4- Mass games and campfire night
I totally lost my voice when i woke up in the morning, and was sort of down wif fever. It was really horrible cos i felt terrible and vegetable the whole day. It was until late afternoon before i felt better. Mass games was throwing water balloons at the teachers! haha sort of fun yeah. And campfire was really nice. Our item was quite well done i think! hahas but 4G's dance definitely topped it all, it was really good. It was really emotional at the end, with mr koh giving the closing speech. After that the debriefing with the instructors, especially the one with Wenjie aka Bobby was really emotional. Haha the classic line by Bobby "A ship is safe in a harbour, but that's not what its made for". Inspiring isnt it? haha i almost cried when weijie spoke his stuff during sheemun's debriefing.. There were lotsa tears around.

Day 5 GOING HOME!
I was kinda sad yet kinda glad we were heading home.. chionged for Sweet Talk upon reaching Eunos! hahah. My parents fetched me home and i went to hug my pink controller after bathing. lol.

I really feel closer to everyone after this camp, and i miss sheemun, ahmad and bobby alot! I still remember the stupid ahmad bumblebee and draka cheer dances! lol and i think it kind of helped 4F grow closer together as a class.. even though i decided i really hate one guy whos not from our class. Termed him as MF. haha

And alot of thanks goes to our teachers as well! All of them encouraged us and helped us along this level camp. Haha big thanks to Mr Koh for the Korean noodles as well!

Hope all of us can keep this 4F spirit! Altho we're gonna split up at the end of this year, hopefully we'll keep each other as friends for life!:)

Oh and thanks to Iimelda for the eeyore soft toy thingy! hehs she gave an FHM magazine to joe. lolol

MAN UTD CHAMPIONS OF BPL AND WE'RE GONNA WIN IN MOSCOW!

Amazing golf shot

2008-04-27T15:22:00.001+08:00

lol omg wish i could do this

2008-04-22T19:47:00.003+08:00

OKay yesterday's post was really rushed, cos my brother wanted to use the computer, so i'll elaborate further on what happened on the actual day of my birthday, which is the 21st of April:D

Went to school in the morning, appeared as if JOETAN FORGOT MY BIRTHDAY! but nvm, doesnt matter. So the first person to wish me happy bday(excluding those at the party thingy) is MR KOHWEIXUN!!!! hahaha tankew muax muax but u cheated, u sms-ed me the day before. hehs. 2nd was HONG REGINA! haha didnt expect her to remember, but she did! hehs miss talking to you, hope to chat with you again soon yahs?Next was Eunice who wasnt sure it was my birthday or not, so she smsed me to ask-_- haha den eustie came in and apparently forgot my birthday too!!!! Arghh okay so basically im not going to mention specific names again but most people forgot my birthday was today. Okay so the first period was stupid chinese compo and it was really boring. Eurgh. Then math, den recess i think they wanted to sing me a birthday song but i ran off to canteen for chicken rice! haha. After recess wasLA lecture, which was HORRIBLE cos it was freaking hot, the air con had spoiled. And i helped mdm Arfah to carry the bloody fan in which made my whole right sleeve Black with dust. YUCKS. So i washed it and got changed.

Later when back in class my nice 4F classmates sang me a birthday song which made me really paiseh! hahaha maybe some people didnt forget after all. lol. So they passed around some gummy worms and biskits. heh.

Well after that its wasnt really eventful, except for history which was interesting. The Assembly talk was kinda interesting but lost interest after awhile. After school went to play basketball for awhile. Had Bio trip that day so it really kinda sucked that i couldnt go for golf. I love golf anyways hahah.

So on the orchid farm trip it was a little boring. So i sms-ed the ONLY PERSON WHO I WONT FORGIVE FOR FORGETTING MY BIRTHDAY!!!! ARRRRR and she really didnt remember lah. I told her about treating someone as my best fren but the person not caring about me.. It wasnt until much later that clarissa tander aka Chen Wei Yi realised i was talking about her. ARGHHHH. Okay so bio trip turned out to be quite interesting after awhile, and according to eustance and joe i entertained them with my stupid questions.:( haha well its kinda cool to be so stupid anyways, people laugh at you when u are.

Well then i went to eat five star chicken rice at katong with my gramma and family, and during this priod of time was feeling really sad and bored so i smsed eunice lo. And had a the longest talk we've hadfor a long time. haha. And ohyeah reminded elicia that it was my birthday too. hehs. i noe i noe, lamebo. hehs oh then keni aka minah smsed me happy birthday too! hahs. Hmm well then went home and had my cake, studied for bio, in the meantime dear peh junjie wished me happy bday too. haha then used the com, and slept at about 11.30, before my birthday ended. I hate it when my birthday ends, i tend to feel really sad. hahs.

Well today was really shocking, cos when Elaine walked into the class in the morning she passed me this huge box of donuts from donut factory! and i was like "errrrrrrrrr tanx!" cos i was reallyreally surprised. lol. It was from her and elizabeth, and it came with a card...

which was really cute! hahas and in it was "happy birthday wayne!" and im so touched cos they're the only ones besides those five dudes who gave me a prezzie, altho an sms would have been more than enough. hahs im dead now, these two taitais wont be happy wifout a LV bag or Jimmy Choos for their birthday! hahahas

Well all in all, my best birthday ever. Ohyeah i forgot to include the xbox 360 which doest really count, cos its free from the singtel plan thingy, and my new soccer shoes from my brother(THANKS KORKOR IF UR READING!:D) and my cadbury white choc from my best bro cousin tyson:) Leaving out a few super good frens(i thought) of mine forgetting my bday, its really the one ive been seriously out of this world happy. hehs. Tanx to all who remembered and those who had to be reminded but wished me happy bday anyways:D love y'all!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wayne~~~~~

2008-04-21T20:57:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! haha. 16 this year. Damn i feel old. hahs.

Had this photo shoot thingy on saturday. It was really lame. Luckily there was junjie there, so it wasnt that boring. We actually had lunch at macs after that too, and i told 2 girls the wrong way to the nearest MRT station =X

After that, checked in to downtown east chalet at 2+ in the afternoon. was going to hae a party later in the evening, invited elton gengzhi mulyadi yewlong and binghowe. I love these guys:)

Heres the prezzies from elton and taygengzhi...

soccer ball

The one i need more, Deodorant! hahahaha love u two fellas

then the one i think i almost fainted from happiness...

YUI'S I LOVED YESTERDAY ALBUM!!!!!! by ahlong mulyadi and binghowe. WAHOO

lol its definitely my best birthday ever. Hmm heres a pic of most ppl at my bday chalet thingy..

Hmm that nite we had a crazy time, playing the Ps2. Gengzhi went off before dinner, and yewlong went home around 10pm. But elton BH and Sean stayed overnite, and we played like mad. Esp me and Elton, till 5.30. lols. They all left at about 6am the next morning, so u can tell how long elton slept.

Then the next day went to White Sands to walk around abit, and rest of the day passed in a blur. Watched forbidden kingdom at nite, it sucks! Dun watch it, waste of money.

Haha had a fun time today, thanks to everyone who remembered or was reminded. Gtg!

2008-04-07T21:16:00.003+08:00

WAHOO had my first job yesterday wahahaha. As a traffic "policeman". Lol. Due to the qingming festival there are lotsa ppl going over to the bishan pavillion place next to RI and RJC, so the committee has to station ppl to ease the flow of traffic. My brother's in the youth committee and there was a vacancy so i took it!

IT WAS BOOOOOOORING. I think my brother gave me the most deserted road. And all i had to do was point cos the other route is blocked. yeah. Working hours from 7.30am to 3.30pm, $70 pay O.O And just to point. lololol.

Heres a photo of the junction i was standing at! as u can see the gate on the right is the one im supposed to point to. lol and the whole day traffic was just about this many cars. haha

But yippee 70 bucks for my first xbox 360 game! ohyeah my dad signed the new singtel contract so we could get the xbox 360. wahoo. Fifa 08 Halo 3 here i come!

Oh and my cousin got a Maltese dog and its called Munchy. After Munchy donuts. wahaha and its like super cute altho it sneezes alot. lolololol.

Heres a pic...

haha im getting so bored now. Gtg! HAPPY BDAY IIMELDA AND EUSTY!:D:D:D:D

2008-03-28T21:32:00.002+08:00

4 SCHOOLS COMBINED SPORTS MEET TODAY!

haha agreed with junyu to wait for him at eunos mrt this morning.

While waiting, saw pingyuen from school soccer team. Well, they lost to VJC 6-0, but i think we all agree that they did their best:) JIAYOU DHS SOCCER GUYS!

lol so me and junyu took the 6.45 train, which had less ppl. And when we reached bishan mrt there was still alot of ppl walking towards the stadium, so we followed the crowd lor. Reached 4F seating area, not a single guy. Expected acherly, cos weixun not feeling well and joe... Sean came late, and zhikai was sitting wif me awhile. They both went somewhere else later on, so i was there all alone.

And suffering and baking/roasting under the intense sunlight and heat. I tell u its super horrible! And the lucky ppl at the back were under the shelter. lol
Someone printed Seewei keni and eustance's names on these sheets of paper, and i was holding Seewei's first letter:D

All of the athletes did well, no matter win or lose! The only shocking thing i think i witnessed was christopher getting beaten by someone from chung cheng.

Ohyeah and i finally got the neoprints i took wif kelly and clarissa last year! hahaha stupid tander didnt come so she didnt get them.

I was feeling really horrible and bored and tired most of the time so i only cheered selectively, lol. But i think we lost the cheering competition cos some ppl didnt know that we werent supposed to scream after the first part, so lack of communication or just plain ignorance or refusing to listen to the dear hardworking SCs counted against us. Not to say some SCs didnt know that either.

Well, after the whole thing, elton stood up when the lower level was leaving, and dear Mr.Yap, form teacher of 4G reprimanded him. Cos elton didnt know he wasnt allowed to leave yet. So he got lectured for "Challenging the system", and elton was like so depressed-_- i think elton wasnt really in the wrong anyways.

Elton and I went to eat at Eighteen chefs! hahaha the creamy cheese baked rice (with any of the toppings) is scrumptious wahahahahahahah i totally love the food at eighteen chefs. lol. For those who don't know, its a restaurant at Simei's east point, which is like 2 mins away after alighting simei mrt. lol.

Den after that elton came over to my grandma's house to play winning eleven in which i got trashed like mad. lol.

Hmm shall stop here. HAPPY NGEE ANN PRIMARY FOUNDERS DAY EVERYONE! WAHAHAHAHHAA

2008-03-25T20:32:00.002+08:00

ITS YUI'S BIRTHDAY TOMORROW! WAHOOWAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

26th of march, quite alot of people i know have got their birthdays on this day huh. HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE TO SEAH QIANYE, NG JIAHUI, MHD ZHAFRI and finally YUI!!!!!!!!!

lol its been a long time since i've posted. been doing nothing much these few weeks.

STILL OBSESSED WITH YUI! WAHAHAHAHAHA

practical joke

2008-03-15T20:58:00.001+08:00

2008-03-04T23:51:00.001+08:00

Have been thinking about the recent break out of a certain Mas Selamat Bin Kastari.

The incident has made me lose a little confidence in the Singapore police force... not only the police force in particular but the security of the country in general.

Cant help but wonder what its like to be a fugitive. Or to have eloped with a loved one. Very differing circumstances, but yeah.

Its probably lonely isnt it? And not being able to even get a good meal, or to sleep well for fear of being caught.

All that said, i still hope they catch him soon! Gogogo, and lets all do our part in keeping a lookout:)

And dont have too much of a laugh over this matter. lol

2008-03-03T20:43:00.002+08:00

Weekend has been rather hectic... This week is gonna be tough! Altho its the final week before the hols.

Bio and math test on thursday! i really need to do better for the math one, cos i failed the probability one..

Gonna work real hard for these 2 tests! But still have to finish Bio blog and LA proposal, so im gonna have to chiong.

Today's my mum's birthday! Shared wif my brother to buy chocolate for my mum:) But couldnt come home early to have dinner with my family cos had golf.. just reached home awhile ago actually. haha. Golf was quite fun today!:D

Hmm assembly talk this afternoon was quite important i guess. Subj combi for next year. Not really sure what im gonna take yet though. But we must all get our containers ready! hahaha. Ohyeah during the talk on Concert etiquette there was this photo of the three Harry Potter leads! and i squealed"EMMA WATSON" out loudly!!! lololol. A little paiseh. But yeah. haha but im over her, more in love wif Yui le!:D

lol today i spoke to someone whom i havent spoken to in person for two years! Although it was only me speaking but hey at least its an improvement from never speaking in person. Haha.

Ohyeah i think im gonna print Yui's posts for ashley to translate for me every monday! Hehe might pick up some japanese at the same time. hah.

Hmm.. some 4E ppl have been saying im very noisy. Well hey, i totally agree wif u guys! but im so sorry, cos sometimes i forget and just let loose loudly. Like that day i was scolding zhouxiangyu for putting his feet on my chair. Lol. SO sorry i'll try my best to lower my volume! SOrry towards the ppl from my own class too. Haha.

Well, shall go do my projects now. BYEEEE

YUI is one, YUI is all, YUI makes me trip and fall!:D

Good-bye Days-YUI Street Live

2008-02-28T20:50:00.001+08:00

haha sorry to go back on my word, but i guess i cant help but try and show ppl how good YUI is! Shes got a fantastic voice, she can act well, and shes uber cute!:D Plus she can play the guitar really well. YUI FOREVER:D i think theres some skips in the video though.

2008-02-24T23:02:00.007+08:00

I'm so sausages pissed wif some fella. I mean, if u cant do it, or dowan to do it, at least inform us in advance right? and not leave it until u have 2days left and tell us u cant do it. Goes to show how responsible u are, eh?

Next week's gonna be tough, lotsa tests coming up. ACE might be quite difficult, physics too. History i think i'm gonna die, i suck at Source based questions...

Oh yeah i solved my rubik's cube for the first time in my life! took me 3 days to figure out how to do the final layer. lol. Im like so totally gonna show off to elton tmr. hehs

AND IM IN LOVE!:D But chanyewlong is in love with her too:( Shes like omg cute and her voice is so sweet! But i guess its impossible between us. No way i can beat yewlong to her. ;)

I LOVE YUI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:D:D:D:D:D

2008-02-18T21:22:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was horrible. Cos slept late to watch Man Utd beat Arsenal 4-0 in the FACup, Slept wifout taking my glasses off. Woke up to find them gone, and after a few minits of frantic searching, found one piece of it. I knew i was dead and quickly rushed to find the rest of its corpse.

SO i had to go home and change my specs. And i had to meet zhikai to get the mic before 1. and i had to meet the rest of my BP group at 2.30. And i had to buy a present for my dad, whose birthday was yesterday. And i didnt noe wat to do. SO in the end i decided to get the mic, shop at bugis for a present, and drag till the meeting wif them. Had to do the dubbing for our clip.

So at bugis i searched for awhile.. and decided to buy chocolates at this shop called Lumont. And im telling u its a blardy ripoff. 6 fifty cent coin sized chocolates at $14.80 and i bought them. but its once a year so...

Then had to drag the time till 2 before taking the mrt to serangoon. Was abit early so met sean at boonkeng first. Then we sat down at Serangoon Mrt to wait for the rest. Iimelda den sms-ed me asking where we were. Den i replied and i called hannah. AFter she said we wait for iimelda, i got up to look for a dustbin and saw iimelda standing next to us but partitioned by a wall. lol. So we waited for awhile then went to bus stop to wait again. Then Hannah and her dad came to fetch us to her house. Had a super frustrating time doing the dubbing! lol. had to get hannah's brother's help, and he did really well:)

Went home quite late.. My brother called me and shouted at me for coming home late. And i was terribly pissed.

Today was okay, just really tiring. Played basketball after school, then went for golf. 2 new coaches, miss mr Said. But they seem rather nice so far.

Then home now, talking to RILLY on MSN! its been so long since i've spoken to her lah. She said shes coming back in "summer", though i have no idea when that is. lol. Kinda cool thinking of her in england. heh.

hmmm nothing else to say. A7X forever!

2008-02-15T19:42:00.002+08:00

WEEE I FOUND MY CLASS JERSEY!!!! wahaha. Was at my cousin's house all along. Oh yeah and I think im gonna add some games to his psp so i wont die from boredom during the next few days. lol

Chengnanjiushi and tingxie were super difficult can!!! argh.

Ohyeah forgot to talk abt Valentine's day. SIGH. Came in late in the morning, and left a present for guiju on mayping's table. only realised this much later. Argh. But it was stupid cos she oredi knew i was her angel. Ohyeah my angel was elizabeth! Not really surprising... haha but i was like so paiseh cos i didnt buy her anything. The presents she gave me were so nice!!! and she gave me a box of ferrero rocheo, and i gave her a hershey's marshmallow which guiju gave to everyone. haha. OH and SURPRISESURPRISE fiona gave me a box of milk sweets! guess she DID buy something back form taiwan from me after all! hahahaha. And i was like so paiseh again cos i didnt buy anything for her too.

hmm den went to find elton after schl. Sat at canteen, saw xunlin so gave her sweets. haha

Den went home wif elton cos no one had soccerball or basketball. And den rest of day was spent sleeping and studying for chengnanjiushi and tingxie. SO it sucked.

Today was better! Lessons were okay, played soccer and basketball after school.
Fraser's not bad at soccer though he hardly plays! haha. Den went to play basketball wif the air rifle guys and han feng. Jarib and elton oso joined in later. Then they had to leave at abt 4 for their CCA.. and was really paiseh cos i said bye to Chaoyuan and zhijie but not xiaoxuan who was wif them. But i dunno her personally so yeah. Wud have been weird. Then they told me off so i just said bye! loudly. haha. Then went off and at home now. lol cos adding PSP games. think i shud be leaving soon, if not it'll be dark. hah.

shall stop posting videos cos of wat some people said! lolol

2008-02-13T20:06:00.002+08:00

WATCHED CJ7! haha its a good movie, but not as hilarious as stephen chow's previous movies. But its more family oriented i guess, and hes probably trying to pass a message. And the CJ7 is like super cute!!!!! wahahahaha. Shud definitely watch if u want a feel good movie. heh

Got back physics test.. got 19. was rubbish, i think i shud have gotten another 4 marks at least.

Parents going to vietnam early tmr morning! so i'll be staying over at my cousins' house for the next four days.

Was waterbombed on monday! hahaha. Was quite fun, although alot of people chose to bomb Joe instead. sighhhhhh

But at least still got ppl bomb me! haha but blardy zhouxiangyu slammed it on my head rather hard. hmm. Oh and jiahui and her fren were kind enough to spend money to bomb me! Altho her fren was veryveryvery weird. And she didnt hit me too! hahahah

Today was really bad. Two relief teachers... Mrs Tan is on leave till next friday, hope shes okay. Mr Zein on course.. Relief teachers were ms Clara tan for history and ms koh for math. Ms tan had a horrible first lesson wif us i guess, most ppl werent listening. And Ms Koh got pissed about two minits after stepping into our class! haha

Oh yeah had a horrible BP lesson too.

After school, went to look for elton. Played tennis soccer for awhile.. den went down and watched table tennis for awhile. Thought i saw Rachel, and it turned out to be her! Chungcheng Ngee ann and payarlebarmethodistgirls were at DHS for TT matches. But i didnt tok to her.. smsed. ahha. Next she'll be back again tho, so will probably say hi to her then! hehs.

Wanna eat chocolate!!! haha. feeling a little depressed cos im so gonna fail Chengnanjiushi test. sigh. Happy valentine's day to all!:D

2008-02-10T12:36:00.000+08:00

CNY! I guess most people really love chinese new year rite? Red packets and all. lol

Im one of the few people who dont really look forward to chinese new year. CNY to me means boring visiting, meeting people i only see once year.. It gets kind of boring. Especially when u HAVE to see some people u dun want to see.

first two days was just mind numbing visiting... altho was better cos my brother and i shared the PSP. haha. 1st nite was cool cos my parents brother and uncle mahjonged, so i got to play PS2 till abt 2? hehs

Yesterday was really boring, went for lunch at prima revolving restaurant for lunch wif my mum's frens. But luckily matthew poh saved me! haha asked to go play soccer and watch movie, definitely agreed.

Took mrt from harbourfront all the way to tampines, reached there late, but evan and matthew were even later! So evan and i went to queue for the tickets frist cos he arrived earlier than matthew. We met erm.. Lichang isit? while queuing, she was wif two guys and one of them was damn farni, waved to evan and evan was so stunned haha. i didnt noe her so couldnt wave. lol and matthew came up five minits later, claiming that he was stalled by them too. heh

CJ7 and AHLONG PTE LTD are like super sellouts? lol.

Den went to play soccer wif elton and gengzhi oso. ALtho i wasnt supposed to! hehe

Ended up five minits late for the movie, but luckily the adverts werent over yet.

Kungfu Dunk was a super good movie!!! haha I think they really wrote the script around jay. Shud definitely watch this if ur a jay fan, not if ur a basketball fan.

Im feeling really dejected now.. lol. really sad but i guess life has got to go on!!!! GOGOGO. haha probably will take me quite long to get over this... and most prob u wont be reading this but hey i've never been so sure about how i feel.

Like Jay said, "你就像那吃不到的冰欺凌一样!" or sumthing like that. haha.

Happy cny to all, and sorry to 4F people for not being able to help wif cookie baking. Had some important stuff to do till afternoon.

guitar

2008-02-03T21:36:00.001+08:00

Supersupersuper version of canon.

Avenged Sevenfold - Live Guitar Solo

2008-02-03T21:26:00.001+08:00

SYNYSTER SHREDDING LIKE CRAZY

Avenged Sevenfold - MIA (Full Version)

2008-02-02T17:43:00.001+08:00

A7X's best song in my opinion:)

2008-02-02T16:52:00.000+08:00

Saturday afternoon...

Reflecting on the past week, its been quite good actually. Although it sort of passed in a blur..

Was really looking forward to friday, and seeing the new golf sec 1s. Well they seem fine to me! Hope they dont have attitude problems... wahoo theres a fellow ngee anner in golf! haha though i think i frightened her abit when i shouted that out. lol

Spent alot of time this week after school in 4G classroom. Hehs, tennis ball soccer and "badminton" was like super fun!!! Altho its illegal.. heh but serious its super cool. Badminton wif ur lunchbox/calculator or watever. Though the others preferred the real thing, haha.

Oh and during one of the tennis ball soccer sessions BG said something that ws highly distressing to me and i was like super WTH.

I think he should either not talk abt these kind of things, or explain what he means. Cos its super frustrating.

Oh and my handphone's been confiscated again. T.T cos of Christmas and year 2008 coming so i forgot to count them as a few hundred messages instead of a few. so i went 400+ over the limit. And there goes my phone. i think im going to die.

And recently been hooked on the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus! i really love their songs cos the music is really emotional and meaningful. But still got other songs like Happy ending by Mika too! its a really beautiful song! haha.

I've got a new idol! and he's Slash. For anyone who doesnt know who he is, he's the guitarist of Gun's N Roses and Velvet revolver. Haha just love the way he kills people with the guitar.

Had physics test yesterday. Think i did quite badly... sigh. Theres gonna be Math and Bio test next week! Guess i better study hard. hehs.

Sorry if this post keeps going this way and that. I dunno wats wrong with my mind.

I really miss my pschool frens. hah. Thankfully Clarissa still toks to me and i love her for that! As in, best frens kinda love? lol. Hope to organize some kind of 6/1 gathering or something, have been unsuccesful so far. Cos of some people>.< like those from our school!

I LOVE AVENGED SEVENFOLD! hahahaha synyster gates owns

Happy Ending

2008-02-02T16:33:00.001+08:00

beautiful song

SLASH - GODFATHER THEME

2008-02-02T14:55:00.001+08:00

Guns N' Roses - November Rain

2008-02-02T14:40:00.001+08:00

Slash and Zakk Wylde guitar duel/duet

2008-01-29T21:06:00.001+08:00

GUITAR MADNESS!!!!!

2008-01-24T21:53:00.000+08:00

Thursday 24th January 2008.

Had a horrible Sunday Monday and Tuesday.

Was hoping to have a good wednesday... Started the day telling Joe NOTHING would make me fill my angry quota! What i thought.

Mrs Tan didnt arrive at our class after ten minits or so.. so Joe and i went to find her. She wasnt feeling really well i guess.

PE later. Mr TTG was telling us the importance of 爆发力, and made me go infront of the class to demo and it was so humiliating can cos i suck and couldnt do anything.

And he made me do that training thing and my arms hurt like crazy now. Then we went to play badminton in the hall... it was rubbish cos we only had 15 mins. But from this PE lesson i realized that MR TTG is ridiculously strong!!!!

Wanted to play basketball, and Sean agreed so decided to go borrow the basketball from the PE room. Went to the outdoor basketball court cos 3D's PE lesson wasnt over yet. Sean called, so went into the gym. Met Jiaxun so started throwing the ball around abit, den zhengwen and another 2A kid came over so we played. Then fraser walked past and asked him to join too, den added jacky later. I played horrible!! like i always do haha.

Den after playing we all left for our classes.. wanted to buy a drink so i took my wallet out. budden i realised it wasnt in my long pants!!! and i freaked out and gve the ball to joe and left my pants and shirt wif him and it was really weird cos it was the end of recess but Joe was just starting to eat. Ran back to the gym and bball court to look for my wallet but they werent ANYWHERE and i thought maybe it might be in my pants. So i ran back to class and it WASNT THERE so i got so blardy angry when eustance told me to hurry up and get changed that i shouted at him and scolded i vulgarity if i remember correctly.

Ran back down, Ms Yee told me to get changed but i was so agitated i just ran past her to look for my wallet again. Couldnt find it, so went to General office to report loss of wallet...

Went back to class seriously unhappy and grabbed my clothes and got out. Changed, reached class just in time to catch the credits of the documentary. I guess Ms Yee understood wat happened cos she didnt really scold me or anything. Shes a nice teacher anyways.

Was really unhappy... Voting was boring.

After voting... Went down to look for my wallet again. Lionel and Siyuan turned up to practice their pull ups, and i threw my wallet against the basketball backboard. Went to the outdoor basketball court AND FOUND MY WALLET!!! and i was like so happy i threw my wallet and screamed and laughed and all. wahahhaa im like eternally grateful to them cos they were present when i found my wallet. lol

After school, played basketball like mad for awhile.

Blahblah basketball stuff, then at 5.30pm i realized i hadnt returned the ball. And i was like *&@!(*&^*&!^^_*&^*#&^ and i rushed to return it but i was too late. argh. No ezlink card!!!

No time, shall blog abt todays events some other time. Involving Ms Elsie Toy. And Mr Siva. And my EZLINK card.

2008-01-22T20:45:00.000+08:00

I HATE TODAY!

Was terrible. Had trouble sleeping last nite, last time i checked my watch it was 3am.

Kaijie died a deserved death! Murdered by robbery in his stupid hotel. wahahaha. Sadly Jinlong didnt end up wif Linfei. haha

Tried studying History for awhile.. I think im okay wif where the countries are, just not sure of the terms used for the different alliances.

I found it in me to forget my anger at the person who made me angry yesterday. SO when we met in school in the morning i pretended like nothing happened:)

Flag raising came and found out mrs Tan didnt come to school. Got instructions for Math lesson.

Physics experiment was tough, took alot of time. Not sure how to record the results.

Math, handed out the worksheets, tried to teach Negative angles even though i didnt understand a shit. So got alot of negative comments coming from everywhere as expected. So i gave up and decided to just ask everyone to copy whatever was there and wait for MrsTan to explain tmr.

Highlight of the day was when my angel gave me this packet of Cookies and Clods! I was so tempted to eat it throughout the day, haha. Opened it after school and shared wif some people. In 4G classroom Leeshiying grabbed the entire pack and started gorging herself on several of the Clods! and i was like so terrified she was going to eat all of them.

Den called the Year 3 football kids just as they were leaving. So elton and i just went home lor. Slept, read abit, computer.

left out the part where i got angry. If ur a member of 4Falala u would have heard me using expletives during and after it. Arrrgh.

So i used up my ANGRY quota for two straight days in a row. Hope The RJA can help.

Taken a liking to Bright Eyes recently. Their songs are really good! Listen to them on Youtube. haha.

Going to study history. Tchah.

Happy birthday to Yijun Eunice and Yeling, all of their birthdays fall on Jan 25th. Wishing in advance in case i dont have a chance to on the actual day itself, even though i doubt it'll reach them. Haha

Bright Eyes

2008-01-21T21:41:00.001+08:00

2008-01-21T20:26:00.000+08:00

Had a tiring weekend! Helped wif spring cleaning on Saturday... lol i never knew it could be so tiring. Wiped the windows, painted, changed the water of the fish tank. Argh. Den fell asleep on the sofa i was supposed to wipe! hahaha

Then went over to my grandma's house on sunday. Some stupid stuff happened befre going over and i got really upset over it. So i sms-ed clarissa and she was really nice and all. Chatting wif her really cheered me up! hahaha. I really thank her for sparing that time to chat with me even with her boyfren and all. Really miss u! lolll hope we can all meet up sometime:)

Asked my cousins to bring over my basketball..(the lucky one that fell on the MRT track) Though it was drizzling headed over to the court near yewlong's house. There was this little boy and girl and they were really cute and playing basketball. haha had to play on same side with them cos there were some guys playing soccer on the court. Blisters hurt like mad though was bearable cos i didnt run or jump. But i guess the two kids must have been laughing all the way home cos of my terrible basketball skills! haha.

Played some Dragonball Z budokai 3, den got stupidly tired so i went to sleep on the floor. Woke up in time for dinner haha. Den went home at 8.30 and fell asleep awhile later. lol

Had an okay day today. Horrible first five periods with three HCL and 2 math. And a stupid incident made me terribly angry. Didnt know it was possible to be so angry at someone. guess it doesnt pay to be nice to some people.

HJL LAST EPISODE! Going watch now:D

Jay Chou - East Wind Breaks (東風破)

2008-01-20T10:26:00.001+08:00

World Most Bizarre Goal

2008-01-20T10:00:00.001+08:00

lol superb sportsmanship

Mika - Lollipop (Official Music Video)

2008-01-16T19:24:00.001+08:00

Mika Grace Kelly

2008-01-16T19:01:00.001+08:00

Plain White T's - Hey There, Delilah piano cover

2008-01-12T11:29:00.001+08:00