Common Tests start tomorrow with GP!

And here i am, talking nonsense again. Sigh.

I've been trying to get a move on. But like in Katy Perry's Thinking of You, "Where do i go?"

It makes no sense that even after trying to forget everything, you still pervade every nook and cranny of my life. Everything i do, everything i see, i'll be thinking... "What would she say?" "How would she react?" And im SICK OF IT! But i really can't help it. I guess its more or less become a way of life for me the past 3 years, that its just impossible to erase this completely. Sometimes i wonder if its the same for you.. But then i realise its pointless. I've probably never meant a shit to you.But then again, i finally feel im putting this behind me. Too many things, too little time. Though i gave in to a moment's weakness and indulged myself to go to the concert, it also helped me to come clean with myself.

Anyway, have been reading Richard Dawkin's The Selfish Gene. Kinda gave me a new perspective on life. Maybe i should stop assuming people are good natured. I myself keep getting irritated damn bloody easily nowadays. Or maybe it just that i can't stand you and you anymore.

Shall "study" GP now, since its the In thing to do now. zzz